Ophidian
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 27, 2011
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- 143
112 on the continent isn't it?
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112 on the continent isn't it?
was at big meeting today, talking about me etc etc, told about my voices im hearing etc /how I am etc etc, ofc it was no diagnosis but my psychiatrist and a
psychologist talked with each other that maybe I could be schizophrenic.
cRAP
^ Then don't stand up dude, seriously, I kept persevering and that ended with a broken nose and a concussion
Just lie down and don't take any more drugs (including benzos!), going to be ridiculously frustrating for a while but it's really the only safe option here.
(and huh, well, I guess France is the only country with a different number haha)
heavy pv consumption is known to cause psychosis. I think the psychologist should consider that before labelling you as a schizophrenic. In fact hes completely incompetent if he isnt taking that into account. Get a new psychologist.
I agree with you, MDB, Nicklazz you've said the odd bit of weird shit in your posts here :D but generally you come across as quite lucid, just hammering the drugs far too much and not having a great time as regards life circumstances. Do you tell your psych doctors exactly what drugs you're taking, how much and what the known effects are?
Yeah this is important Nicklazz. I havent touched pv for ages. Im gradually trying to transition from dependency use back to recreational use.
A small PV order might be placed in the coming months. Kennys points about the smoothness of the vape have got me intrigued again. I think i was almost getting the hang of it, but i had trouble stopping when the liquid turned to that lovely liquid rich golden colour. That was the best bit and i would keep on heating it foir too long 8( i know thats bad technique.
Ive also learnt that heart palpitations arent necessarily a sign of a pending heart attack so an occassional pv binge might still come back to haunt me in the future.
I have half a gram of MDPV arriving for reading week next week. I'll probably disappear off the face of the Earth as per usual. I can't cope with the pace of bluelight when it takes me 30+ minutes to write a post with 10 thesaurus.com tabs open.
IIRC you were using it as seldom as me over the last 18 months ago, funny that we both hear the sirens call again at almost exactly the same time. :D I blame Kennys post about the smooth vape. Im only gonna make the smallest possible order and wont be getting back into it regularly. I dont think you'll be getting much reading done somehow, unless you have learnt how to use it 'properly' as a functional stim ?
There has been some pv binges where I had two computers with porn on at the same time and I would put videos on the my phone to go to the loo as I couldn't stop watching even for the two minutes I needed to go to the toilet.