I don't see why you would not be looking forward to using, by whichever route you use. And if its what you gotta do its what you gotta do, then by all means, its a necessary evil. I am sure u are concerned it will get you too nice of a high and re-hook ya. I know you obviously want to enjoy it, but don't rule out snorting it if it'll keep you from getting a toogood high, and making the transition more difficult. Btw, sorry I didn't notice you were being sarcastic in that post, by others obviously failed to notice, too. I was more upset about other guys response to someone's calling you out, its just annoying when someone comes in and thinks they know everything like he did.
What clinic you going to, btw, because I am seriosuly considering going to one. I am in a rough spot, I got like maybe $5 to spare until payday, around .6 g and payday is thurs. I am kinda fucked, gotta plenty of Subs and Benzos, So prob gonna use a little of the dope tonight, like 1/3 of what I got, try to sleep for like 10+ hours using benadryl and a long acting benzo, then use Subs tomo with xannies and save the rest of the bag for my work day. Get thru that and its payday so I can get what I need, but its gonna kind of suck.
Sorry kind of older post, but I was always much more on edge on oxycodone than heroin. I would work 12 hour days and have a 30-45 minute drive home and I would usually use like somewhere between 2-4 hours prior to end of shift (depending on how much I had and how the day went). I always remember being so on edge to get home and do an oxy, like I could not stand a additional 5 minute delay, I would be losing it. I would also get very upset at work over nonsense, though that happened on H, too. But it happened much more on oxy and I could be moody for a while.
