mybloodshoteyes
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 7, 2016
- Messages
- 212
So many sketchy ppl in this game bro def but fuck it I NVR fucked no one over CU's karma a bitch but I'm just more on my guard now
True that!! I went to high school in Worcester mass so I know all about getting "fucking jammed". But being originally from Connecticut NYC area I would never say wicked... wicked always sounded serious stupid...any ways I could never shit on Ma diesel...it was good enough while I was out there with the half grizzlies...(half gram). Which seems to be MA thing ... for sure you tell someone in NY you need a gram of dope or diesel or dog food and they most likely will be confused with that lingo as much as "jammed". I miss the days I would get s half gram of some D and Fuck my girl friend at the time for hours!!!������....
nope honestly don't miss that, those days led to some very long years on methadone and xanax... which if you think that you handle withdrawals well...well then try that combo for 6 years everyday 100mgs of methadone the red juice... and 2 sticks everyday!!! Then tell me how you feel
Well that was six months ago and now I feel amazing
Better than I ever felt on H or Methadone and Benzo ...Just hope I can remember to the journey it took to get better... because I go back out and I know where it ends real fast!!! Death if I'm lucky! And I say that being real because like kve shared before the Lucky ones die fast and the unlucky suffer for ever until they finally do die also.....RIP Mike from Worcester MA 2/16 or 3/16 he passed away in a Dunkin Donuts bathroom!= shitty. Anyway I'm rambling...
Ryan H
Clean date:
1-05-16
Sure would love to share what I did...
most of it was just gritting you're teeth and wanting to get this monkey of your fucking back!!!
But I did post on my experience already on another thread of kicking 100mgs of methadone and 4-6 mg of xanax everyday for almost 6 year's!!! I'll see If I can find it it was really long and detailed...
I was coming down off of Molly so I had no nothing to do but to think and remember all the experience that I went thru...