I'm not questioning that LSD isn't your thing, that seems kind of obvious.
Seeing the clear light is just a metaphor for comfortably losing your ego, which maybe you have never done.
you said... "
LSD and LSA seem to disable my communication skills while simultaneously causing me to have very chaotic paranoid thoughts."
I have had that a lot on LSD too, plenty of times! It's generally called a bad trip by people who don't know anything about psychedelics. Check it out -
http://deoxy.org/psyexp.htm - "Part I: The Primary
Clear Light Seen At the Moment of Ego-Loss."