Sorry If posted wrong
I have gotten abcesses before and know what they are. I remember asking my doctor if the half a penny size squishy bump on the crook off my elbow is an abcess too....he replied no it is just scar tissue or knotted veins of such. This was 4 years ago. I try to not use it but its solo easy to hit. Sometimes if I can't hit anything I will inject into the small bump and register immediately, and never miss. Though I believe this bump was originally a miss.
I feel like every time i shoot into jt IT NEVER MISSES, but some liquid or air does not fully get into the BS, making this bump the same size or bigger (only bigger right after and the days following said abuse. They then go back down to the small reddish-purple bump.
I have been trying to stop but after having a bump that has been abused and around for like 2 years....will this ever go away?
Or will this be a constant reminder/and a self conscious issue being a big beach and boat guy.
I sadly have vitiligo, a disorder where some skin or scarred skin will not grow back regular pigment just non pigmented (albino). So all my bad tracks are permenately white scars, even though they healed they have no pigment. SUCKS...but i have come to terms with that. And though I have tried for tears to quit doing heroin, I am now committed to sobriety, yet if I relapse i will only insufflate since I find it a little more warm longer and easy to control nods, though no rush...which is what drained my bank account, lost my fiancé, and job. So for 4 years got 5 days clean, 6th day relapse, one day clean, two day relapse, five day clean...i swear that exact pattern for little over 2 years (Im 26 and used opiates since 8th grade, but once i got real bad speedballs and doing 2-3 grams of good East Coast powder a day. Sorry for the ramble, just saying...i dunno
Any help appreciated.