Yeah, so about my mothers regime ...
I live alone with my single mum. She has always been a special woman, of the hippie, new age kind of type. There's no easy or sane way to say this, so I'll just say it. Whenever she wants to show me who's boss around the house, and whenever I've pissed her off somehow, it could be any random reason at all, she uses to pee on my face as punishment. She takes me to the bathroom, makes me lie down, pulls down her trousers and humiliates me in this manner. She uses to hold herself so it will take longer, and aims for different places, my lips, cheeks, between the eyes, etc. When she's done, she buttons up and marches out without a word, and I'm taking a shower. Now, she's never made me do anything, but could it be sexual in any way? She's been doing this for more or less five years now, until I, in an adult age, figured out it's far, far from normal. Afterwards she uses to gloat and tease me with it, and elseway act like nothing happened. I just can't understand her motivation for this, apart from being crazy in the head. And I suppose it would be nice to tell her to stop, without her flying off the handle. (No I don't want to report her to the police or anything, crazy or not she is my mum) I've tried asking her about it, and appearantly it's part of some goddess worship. That is to say, a woman can do anything she wants with her son. She says that if I'm regularly humiliated by the first womanly figure in my life, I will be inclined to understand who is the superior sex, and treat women better. She also says that she feels really empowered doing it. She's read about several other women making their sons go through gestures of superiority like that, and claims it's done out of love, not of anger. It's just that ... her feeling powerful and all, I can't help but think it's a sexual part.