i got you im just sayin, you might think your doin good cause you havent been doin dope but your just trading that addiction for these
Theres a huge difference between bein strung out on dope, and bein dependent on suboxone. It's hardly trading one addiction for the other, its called maintanence for a reason. You makin it out like it's like "aw I haven't been doin dope, just doin Oxy's so I can try to quit" or some shit.
There's a reason you can't get a DUI on suboxone and you don't have to tell employers you're usin it, cuz when you actually need it it falls far short of getting you high.
just cause you got 10 of them doesnt mean you need to take them all..just take them once every couple days when you feel the wds
Most people tryin to quit/taper needs subs definitely more then "once every couple days" Shit if you barely need nothin like that, might as well go cold turkey. I know you got all your rules and shit, but have you ever did dope every day for like at least 2 weeks straight or somethin? I think if you were more physically dependant you'd have a completely different outlook on this shit.
thats the way i do it so they actually do their job...like hopw yesterday bricks said he used like 16mg in that day...i was like theres no need for thjat..you prolly i only need a quarter of it sine he doesnt slam his dope... maybe 8mg at the most but i doubt that
You know how suboxone works right? Like it has to stabilize in your body and shit the first couple days/week and build up, then you're able to do 2mg or less and shit. Like I said before, I was on subs for like 6 months at one point and was down to doin 1 pill over like a week so i'm completely aware of the "less is more" and shit. But if after 8mg I'm still shitting so much it's like water, shakin/cold sweatin and gaggin/pukin, then shooting up or not 8mg
ain't shit. At least as far as for the first week or so, like I keep sayin I ain't plannin on stayin on this high of dose forever just until it stabilizes in my body and I actually feel fuckin halfway normal.
...then again i dont know how he can sniff 25 bags in one day
With a straw in my hand, and a smile on my face haha.
he said he starts snorting dope 5mins after he wakes up...me i couldnt do that i hate being high in the middle if the afternoon and ive never been high in the morning...ill never allow myself to use 12,13 ,14 bags a day again...
Yeah 5 min mighta been stretchin it. Haha usually I'd dump out at least one bag before I went to bed so a lot of times I wouldn't be up 30 seconds before I was tastin that sweet sweet taste. When you can barely sleep a whole night cuz the WD's are startin while you're asleep, it only makes sense you want to alleviate it asap. I know people that are actually the same way with OC's. You're tellin me you were doin 14 bags a day on the regular and just woke up the next morning and everything was fine? Have you ever been in hard WD like shitting and puking at the same time, sweating gallons, unable to sleep at all?
I don't know how you only like gettin high at night tho, that's weak to me. I'd much rather be noddin out at 8 am(if I don't have shit to do all day) then at like 2am.
RM - Did you say you get the 2mg subutex's then, or did I read wrong and you were just cutting up the 8mg into 4's? I knew they made those, but never seen em. How many mg are you supposed to be takin a day?