Tryptamino
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80mg D-DL Amphetamine
20mg CBD/50mg THC edible
Looking forward to writing my first lengthy stim rant in a while
Lol @ my unwavering tolerance to amphetamines, 4-5 months since my last time taking any kind of amp. I dosed at 9 and I feel like I could totally be asleep before 1AM. No euphoria really, just stimulation and cognitive enhancement. I almost enjoy that I can get the stimulation, focus and motivation without getting high, because tbh I can't really handle stimulants recreationally anymore, everytime I do coke without alcohol I just feel like I'm dying. For a while I preferred cocaine because it's easier on the mind and doesn't last an inconvenient amount of time, but with this adderall taken with my current tolerance, I feel like I get a smoother, cleaner, more functional and practical high.
I think the main mistake I made with amps was starting to use them for partying rather than getting stuff done, when, now that I think about it, it really only makes sense to use them as tools, and when I thought a little more about it, I realized that all drugs can be used like that, because they're all tools. There's a time and place for everything, and addicts like ourselves forget that. I don't know whether I'll stick to this, as of course, I am an addict, but from now on, I'd like to try and only use drugs as tools for something they will actually help with, as I've sorta already been doing with benzos (since finishing my taper, I always have some on hand, used for only severe anxiety, very severe insomnia, or for stimulant or psychedelic related maladies), psychedelics (for self-improvement, creativity, spirituality, and the list goes on...), and opiates since kicking dope, succesfully too, i should add (I only take kratom or PST when I'm in pain, which is somewhat often, because I now work in labor, and around once every month or two i'll have a minor injury).
So yeah that's my speed-induced rant that nobody has the patience nor interest to read. In summation, all drugs are tools, and we should try and treat them as such, to the best of our ability.
20mg CBD/50mg THC edible
Looking forward to writing my first lengthy stim rant in a while
Lol @ my unwavering tolerance to amphetamines, 4-5 months since my last time taking any kind of amp. I dosed at 9 and I feel like I could totally be asleep before 1AM. No euphoria really, just stimulation and cognitive enhancement. I almost enjoy that I can get the stimulation, focus and motivation without getting high, because tbh I can't really handle stimulants recreationally anymore, everytime I do coke without alcohol I just feel like I'm dying. For a while I preferred cocaine because it's easier on the mind and doesn't last an inconvenient amount of time, but with this adderall taken with my current tolerance, I feel like I get a smoother, cleaner, more functional and practical high.
I think the main mistake I made with amps was starting to use them for partying rather than getting stuff done, when, now that I think about it, it really only makes sense to use them as tools, and when I thought a little more about it, I realized that all drugs can be used like that, because they're all tools. There's a time and place for everything, and addicts like ourselves forget that. I don't know whether I'll stick to this, as of course, I am an addict, but from now on, I'd like to try and only use drugs as tools for something they will actually help with, as I've sorta already been doing with benzos (since finishing my taper, I always have some on hand, used for only severe anxiety, very severe insomnia, or for stimulant or psychedelic related maladies), psychedelics (for self-improvement, creativity, spirituality, and the list goes on...), and opiates since kicking dope, succesfully too, i should add (I only take kratom or PST when I'm in pain, which is somewhat often, because I now work in labor, and around once every month or two i'll have a minor injury).
So yeah that's my speed-induced rant that nobody has the patience nor interest to read. In summation, all drugs are tools, and we should try and treat them as such, to the best of our ability.
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