I feel like absolute shit. Been sneezing all day, just ate french toast and mild italian sausage slathered in cheap syrup and lightly coated with butter. My heart feels weak sometimes, this is one of those times. I've been told by doctors that my blood pressure is too high for my age. I don't do stimulants really, though I kind of want to but I know that if I do it'll totally fuck with my heart. I need to make a change, I really do, I'm just not sure where to start. I'm saving for a bike right now.. Thats what I need, when I was younger and I had a mountain bike you couldn't get me off the damn thing.... I would ride to get around, ride just for the fuck of it. I was completely straight edge at the time too, no drugs at all. And I felt wonderful. I'm tryna get back to that kinda fitness but with my current level of intelligence and maturity... I'll be unstoppable.
To better days.