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So true. 10hrs goes by so quick its disappointing to reach climax cause how pleasurable foreplay isis
I had a bad Amphetamine binge living with my parents a few years back, I would go on several day binges, sleep it off for a day or two then start again. A lot of people say amphet makes them talkative and although over the internet I'd be typing away and then, engross myself in a documentary or listen to music and read all kinds of rubbish, I mostly just hid myself away. Friends would txt and call, I'd just ignore it.
Before I knew it, dawn was breaking, then the sun was setting and I'd realise I had spent the whole day watching Documentary's about African tribes, politics, all sorts. Not even taking it all in, just sitting there thinking, fuck this is awesome, so fucking interesting. If i tried to do that shit sober it'd be turned off within a couple of minutes.
This is pretty much exactly how my binges go. Watching series or movies is pretty great on amps, everything is so enjoyable, even with sudden sadness after each episode you watch due to it ending, you wish you could continue watching it for hours more, but then get equally engrossed in whatever comes next. Ive often sat for days just watching stuff, though i find in the beginning in need to do more active things like messing about on the web and writing shit. Its amazing how the hours and days can just fly by so fast
Yeah man, exactly.
The only thing I hate when it comes with amps is the up and down feelings.
When you're watching something and your like, 'this is fucking amazing!' and they you get that sudden change in feeling were its like wtffff, this feels a little bad. Then boom, its back to being amazing.
Other people will notice that you are peculiarly more confident, possibly acting slightly arrogant or snooty and being inconsiderate of other people's turn in conversation. You'll have a more jerky disposition (literally) and you will smell like you just got out of gym class. People will think you're either wildly eccentric, just got done working out, or that you're on amps, depending on how well they know you. You will display delusions of self importance in social scenarios, and not realize it.
All the while, you have no idea these things are taking place, because you are high.
Yeah what you said is exactly how coke would work with me, but meth doesnt do this at all, prob cause i get good quality crystal and take a lot so im not usually on a dosage level where reductions in euphoria are noticeable or possible.
I have noticed with meth its very difficult to change whatever it is your doing. Even basic shit like going to get something to drink or take a piss or stop doing some specific thing is really hard and can take some time to actually implement. Cause of the reward and euphoria making whatever it is your doing so pleasurable, it can take a lot of effort and a while to force yourself to stop or do something else. It does cause a bit of a down inbetween activities but it always gets back up there again fast almost as soon as whatever new activity has begun.
The consistency and lack of general ups and downs is what i really like about meth. If you compare a good dose of crystal to coke for example, coke always has these ups and downs constantly playing havock with your state of mind, great one second, frustrated the next. With meth i never notice the drug actually causing any issues with ups and downs like with coke, only perhaps via my activities and what im doing, might i feel worse or better for a few moments but the drug itself is always so reliable and consistent for its full period of effect.
What!? So, this whole time Ive been walking around paranoia-free while spending 4 hours at walmart, loading my cart with all kinds of useless crap, only to walk out after only buying a Coke!? THEY KNOW!!!....they've always known..
Arhhhh, I'm from the UK, so meth isn't really sold here, it's quite a niche drug. As for coke, we get shit coke. Well, I get shit coke aha. So I don't bother, it's just too damn expensive, always cut, never strong enough and a gram is gone like the wind. Speed on the other hand, what people would call Amphetamine, that's our main staple upper really.
An speed I've found in no matter what dose, whether you go for full on 5th Gear or just a light steady cruise, I get the odd uncomfortable feeling something isn't quite right. Not enough to ruin a session, but enough for a minute every now and again to make you feel really fucking weird.
It kinda feels like, you've just got paid, you've withdrawn all your money then get on a train.
You get off the train and walk out the station as the train rolls away only then to realise.... you've left your wallet with all your money in, on the train.
An the feeling at that very moment, is the kinda feeling I sometimes get. Its messed up. But as I say, as soon as they come, they go again and i'm back at a mile a minute.
That's nuts cuz im on day four now and crashing hard. Its pretty bad...
Also day 4 morning now for me, taken the last bit, dont feel to bad even though im seeing and hearing things i seem to be quite stable and functional. Just need to get through the day and look normal to people.That's nuts cuz im on day four now and crashing hard. Its pretty bad...
People notice that I become extremely talkative and seem very confident about myself and my abilities.From other users...
How does your personality change when you take classic amphetamines? (Prescription, sulphate or methamphetamines etc).
What was it like prior? Is it a big change or just an amplified effect?
I don't mean how you feel internally, or high etc. I mean your objective, outside characteristics that other people see.
So the speed you are getting is amphetamine sulphate in the UK?
Its funny you mention these brief feelings of uncertaintity. It doesn't happen to me on meth, (Until the comedown at least). The actual high is all smooth sailing.
But whenever I would take D-Amphetamine (Dexamphetamine, prescription amphetamine sulphate) I would get the ups and downs you describe. Its just for a few fleeting seconds, and then it dissapears.
I wonder why?
Yeah man, amphetamine sulfate. Pastey and smelly. I normally drop in something fizzy and just redose whenever.
I am usually this due to high dosages. I dont want to be around people at all, stresses me out to much, plus they annoy me. My usual session is just sitting in my room for 3 days on the pc, usually in the exact same position on a chair hours/days, which hurts a whole lot later when you come down and notice it.
Even when im feeling social in the beginning im to conscious of the fact that im talking tons of shit to everybody and not acting normal. My biggest issue is i cant stop myself from talking over people constantly, just ignoring what they are saying and carry on with some new rant on whatever the topic is. Everybody else just seems to be talking so slow, and everything they say is wrong. The pause between the end of your sentence and when they start talking takes to long, within those 1 seconds ive already come up with 10 new viewpoints on the conversation and need to share them immediately.
So i just hide in my room all weekend with the curtains shut and the lights off, hoping people leave me alone, like thats any less weird and unnoticeable.