Im a brand new member to BL, and a long time user of the sites forums.
So, I'm really hoping I will get a few answers!! Let's call me 'john'
John started smoking crystal meth about 7 months ago for the first time. He really enjoys the motivation, weight loss and euphoria. For the first 5+ months he didn't buy but 2 dime bags total. These would last a week, and he would get smoked out alot.
Lately he's been buying $50- 1.0 gram bags and they always lasted 7-8 days. Always taking about a week off. He got two bunk (cut to hell) grams and couldn't find anything for 2 weeks.
Remember that every time he went without using crystal, there was no cravings, nor withdrawals except slight loss of energy.
He only smokes, no other method of ingestion.
Now, he's getting good quality, large pieces of crystal in his $50 gram bags.
The past 2 weeks he's been having frequent family issues and Personal stressors up the ass!
He Baez been using for 2 weeks now, taking 1-1.5 day breaks from using, plenty of sleep and food/water. Smoking 1-4 small bowls a day (2 grams lasted 2 weeks)
He noticed, there is no more 'full body orgasm' feelings, euphoria, or 'scalp orgasms' anymore.
No incredible body tingles either.
Also can't get an erection when needed & premature ejac.
He also noticed that when he takes a break for a few days, he crashes HARD. Sleeps all day, he eats alot! And is a little depressed (loss if serotonin & dopeamine)
He keeps using for that chase, weight loss & awesome energy. He still stays up for a lonnnng time and has no apitiet.
He enjoys being chipper!
(PLEASE)What he needs advice on is;
# 1). Where did the euphoria & body tingles go? How does he get them back?
# 2). Is he not using enough each time for this effect? (.1- .2grams)
# 3). He tries his best not to burn the gear, but sometimes toward the end, the puddle gets a golf/ tan tint. Is this wasted/burnt stuff? Any tips on that?
He trusts & believes he can quit anytime by the way.
He's a little frustrated that his tolerance seemed to climb so quickly!
Please if anyone can reply, He would greatly appreciate it!
P.s. [Red_Haze] you rock!
dude.
you'll probably find you get more responses if you dont talk about yourself in the 3rd person.
some sites use acronyms like "swim" or whatever, but not BL.
Its obvious its you, just keep your real identity private if you like and type in the 1st person.
basically your frequency of use means you build tolerance. its pretty simple.
you can up your dosage if you like, but back in the day when i used meth, .1 or .2 in a night was pleeenty. for many a weekend spanning many a year. but never too frequently.
antioxidants help tolerance a bit so you can try drinking green tea, but ultimately if you want the truth, just use less often.
at the end of a well used bowl, you will get some tinting or browning. some impurities or dust cant be avoided.
just smoke from clean glass man, and load smaller bowls. bigger puddles cause your gear to burn because the product in contact with the glass will be a different temperature to the surface. its also important to keep rolling.
if you trust and believe you can quit anytime, then really theres no need to be using as frequently.
1-1.5 days off aint much man.
you cant do anything about tolerance if you plan to use a lot. but you can avoid it by using less frequently, and for (much) less prolonged stints.
if you want my advice - other than quit - just be a weekend warrior.
no need to pick up 2 gs.
just go out occasionally and have a wicked night on a point or two.
it will preserve the intensity of your high, the cost, your health, your mental and physical well being, your friendships, and your life in general.
Thats if you choose not to quit it altogether.
I used on and off for a few years but dont anymore, and sustained no damage whatsoever, though it took more mental discipline than was worth it in the end. i guess i grew out of it, but in my experience, most fall by the wayside and never shake it.
she's a tricky bitch man, some people, !SOME!, can keep her on a sensible leash. they are generally wise, mature, extremely strong willed, self aware, experienced, and ethically righteous.
stay safe mate
DJ