I first had a rather large dose of poppies, about twice as much as usual.
I decided to try eating some JWH-073 after the poppies kicked in because I know it lasts longer that way, and I wanted to see if it felt the same. It also takes a higher dose. I ate 20mg first, then a smaller looking eyeballed dose when that didn't quite get me there. That did the trick.
For some unknown reason, I decided to drink a small amount of 2-methyl-2-butanol. I don't know why I did it.
I don't feel like I am in control of my thoughts. I keep sort of seeing this place. I don't know what or where it is. It's not clear enough for me to make it out. I know it is somewhere I've been before. I don't know if it was in this life though. It could have been a different life. I don't know how many lives I have lived. It seems like many, but this might be the only one.
It seems like I've lived this life before. If so, I hope I live it better this time than last. That;s because something really bad happens in the future. I don't know what or exactly when. It's not too soon though. I am definitely older by at least 10-15 years when it happens. Maybe I can avoid it this time. I don't even know what it is. It could possibly be that I go insane, but I am pretty sure something else really bad happens before that. It seems like I have lived this life many times before.
There is a different place that looks metallic with lots of corridors. I can't see it clearly. I don't know if it has any significance, but I have seen it before. I've seen it clearer before, but even then it wasn't something I understood. Maybe it is meaningless. It feels kind of evil.
I will run out of JWH-073 if I keep doing it almost every day, especially doing it multiple times in a day. I need to wait until I can mix it with a seratonergic psychedelic before doing it again. That means probably at least 4 or 5 days, because I have a lot of shit that I have to do the next few days.