And now it night, dark outside, and the fun times continue! I have done what I plan to be my last mephedrone redose, and smoked 6mg JWH-073. The feeling i still close to perfection. I don't know if I've ever felt this good for this long.
Don't get me wrong, I have felt this good before. I've felt better before on the best psychedelic experiences. I just don't think I can recall a trip where the mood has been this elevated for more than maybe 3 hours. That was on an HBWR seed trip. I had the longest lasting +4 of my life. I'd say I was at a +4 for between 4 and 5 hours that trip, but there was a section of the time at +4 level that was intensely sad.
I am not at a +4 in this trip, and haven't quite reached that level. The only reason I'm mentioning the +4 level is because the only times I have had feelings much better than the ones I'm feeling today and tonight have been in the midst of +4 level experiences.
I think time is going slower with this drug that it typically does with any type other than dissociatives. It has seemed unimaginably slow to pass on ketamine and DXM. Back when I made a foolish, possibly near lethal combo of a very high dose of DXM and a large dose of ephedra and ended up in the hospital, I thought years passed between visits from my mom. I believed I was in a mental institution at times when I wasn't immersed in new realities, usually containing extremely realistic objects and organisms, often combined with other things or backgrounds that were completely unfamiliar in appearance and construction. I remember thinking at one point during a moment of relative clarity that my mother was well over a hundred years old, and I wanted to tell her to forget about me and stop making the long trip to the mental institution to visit me because she was too old for it.
So I have had my fair share of experiences where time moves slowly. This is nowhere near as slow as what I described above, where I believed what was probably close to 15 minutes was actually years.
I does however feel like a few days could have passed. The amount of slowdown varies wildly. Sometimes the speed of time feels pretty much normal. Sometimes it feels like 10 minutes or more have passed, and the clock shows it is one minute later.
Slow moving time is so good when you are feeling good. Far more often than not, it occurs when you are having a really bad time. Not this time.
I wish I could go on like this forever. I do however want to have enough mephedrone left to do it again, with maybe a 50mg booster dose an hour in to extend it. So I can't use much more of that.
I may make a small redose of each to extend it just a little. I don't want it to end.
Now enough typing. Time to get back to relaxing and feeling this with some good music.