Sorry but you know what the addict in me thought with all that, seems reasonable. .. but the regular human with addict living inside me trying to be subdued saw, a whole long list of excuses... I know cause I come up with them all the time...
Us addicts all rationalize anything and everything possible and make up reasons for something to be ok... we bull shit ourselves into beleiving something that sounds ridiculous at face value.
I know all to well about self medicating and all the things that I told myself to make it ok. You can't take the times your not using for the day and compare them to the times that you are to make an argument for why things are ok. Your using biased results to make a point, so therefore you don't get results in the end only biased output.
Let's get to the root of things here, we can start small and im not a councilor and dont think im trying to be but i may be able to share personal experiences if i know a few things.... how long ago did your chronic pain start? When did you start using herion?
So you actually think that being sick all the time is better than just moving forward and stopping the self medication?? You think you get more done now that you did before, and working on plans and schemes to cop for your habbit dose not count as being productive....
Don't think I'm attacking you cause I'm anything but my please know that... If it comes across that way I apologize. You need to say what's on your mind and Ill do the same. If you censor then you can't get the true support you mat need and if I censor I can't give the true support I'm capable of... I am only trying to help, I'm sure you can see that because I know for a fact deep down you know that list you gave was all a bunch of rationalization of why it's better to use than not... trust me I am a professional rationalizer, we all are
Us addicts all rationalize anything and everything possible and make up reasons for something to be ok... we bull shit ourselves into beleiving something that sounds ridiculous at face value.
I know all to well about self medicating and all the things that I told myself to make it ok. You can't take the times your not using for the day and compare them to the times that you are to make an argument for why things are ok. Your using biased results to make a point, so therefore you don't get results in the end only biased output.
Let's get to the root of things here, we can start small and im not a councilor and dont think im trying to be but i may be able to share personal experiences if i know a few things.... how long ago did your chronic pain start? When did you start using herion?
So you actually think that being sick all the time is better than just moving forward and stopping the self medication?? You think you get more done now that you did before, and working on plans and schemes to cop for your habbit dose not count as being productive....
Don't think I'm attacking you cause I'm anything but my please know that... If it comes across that way I apologize. You need to say what's on your mind and Ill do the same. If you censor then you can't get the true support you mat need and if I censor I can't give the true support I'm capable of... I am only trying to help, I'm sure you can see that because I know for a fact deep down you know that list you gave was all a bunch of rationalization of why it's better to use than not... trust me I am a professional rationalizer, we all are