Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
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- Nov 3, 1999
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I'm sorry to hear about your mom. Family members who don't understand what we are going through can feel cruel (and sometimes indeed is), regardless of whether it's coming from a place of love or not. Good intentions and all...
Anyways, please try not to beat yourself up about this. I totally understand the feeling of failure or screwing up, but it's really not like you're starting over at zero. For one thing, you have all the time and lessons learned up until, and they will continue to help you moving forward. Armed with the progress you've already made, there is absolutely no reason at all for you to not keep moving forward successfully. It's all about finding the kind of success that is genuinely important to us, and then getting good at taking small, consistent steps in the service of accomplishing our goals.
Keep your head up. At least you won't have to deal with going through acute withdrawal! Doing anything for fun these days? The first day of sobriety derives some kind of reward IMHO
Anyways, please try not to beat yourself up about this. I totally understand the feeling of failure or screwing up, but it's really not like you're starting over at zero. For one thing, you have all the time and lessons learned up until, and they will continue to help you moving forward. Armed with the progress you've already made, there is absolutely no reason at all for you to not keep moving forward successfully. It's all about finding the kind of success that is genuinely important to us, and then getting good at taking small, consistent steps in the service of accomplishing our goals.
Keep your head up. At least you won't have to deal with going through acute withdrawal! Doing anything for fun these days? The first day of sobriety derives some kind of reward IMHO