Fuck this medication.
Seriously. Fuck this goddamn pharmaceutical.
I took it for 2 months at doses of 1200mg-2100mg per day when I was roughly 5-6 months off benzos and ambien and it has ruined my life. When I was on it, it caused major interdose w/d and horrible side effects (suicidal thoughts, major depression, severe shakiness, nerve pain, anxiety, weight gain). After finally forcing myself off of it without any doctor's help, and an urgency to stop due to the suicidal thoughts, I finally stopped the medication after two months use in March 2015.
Since that time, my life has been destroyed by endless withdrawal, both physical (shakiness, nerve pain, heart palpitations, akathasia, nonstop hair loss, stiffness) and psychological (irrational fears, derealization, anxiety, cognitive impairment, social deterioration). I have not been able to drive a car or drink alcohol & caffeine in over 8 months. This shows no sign of stopping, and the past few months have been especially difficult.
The WORST thing about this is the fact that every doctor I go to does not believe me when I say gabapentin caused this. I have gone through hell all because I took a prescription by an outpatient center psychiatrist and it has ruined my life. I have never even gotten an explanation or an apology from them.
So, FUCK THIS MEDICATION. The biggest regret I have in my life is ever taking this shit. I just want this to fuckin stop already!!!!