a while back i watched movies to comeup on dxm, entertaining but scary. i watched the wall on dxm and it made perfect sense to me until i came down. watching porn was so moving, like having a romantic evening with a lover as weird as that sounds. i watched the episode of futurama where leela gets stung by that bee and is in a coma and that shit flipped my lid, it echoed the trip back. when i first saw xavier: renegade angel i knew immediately it was a bad idea to watch on LSD or anything like it. that show mindfucks me sober, cant imagine if i was tripping.