Still rocking and rolling, no feeling for sleep but my dose isn't quite where it was the first time I tried it, I really needed longer tolerance breaks instead of shoving so much in a week. I am beyond caffeine level though, if not quite at club-grade "everything is awesome". Snorting has been basically worthless both times I tried it in this session, though I maxed at 20 mg and first snorted dose was buggered and I only got maybe 10 mg of it actually up my nose. I will give it one more go with a 40 mg bump and cooled off tolerance, but that will be it for snorting, no matter how much my brain convinces me there's a high at the end of the rainbow. Looks like I have enough set and timed to last till after my train arrives, which is great, I can crash on my home bed with no worries. Will be interesting to see what the drop is like this time. Still got a bit left in the baggy too, which may be my new year's eve party favour or I might go back to the MPA and bring in the new year in dirty style. Redosing once an hour though, and never getting the first high back (although I have not tried with larger re-up doses on MPA, so that would be good to know about if nothing else), doesn't seem as good as the slick 3-FPM ride. We shall see though, that's all concerns for another time.
I do get a bit of visual field effect from it, feels like outside of whatever I am focussed on things are a little more blurry than usual. Perhaps it's me super-focussing on the one spot to the expense of everything else, maybe it's sleep dep, maybe it's an interaction with sertraline because that causes an effect on vision for me (which I really can't think of a good way to explain. Spacey is the closest I can come, but that doesn't really capture it), maybe it's maybelline, who knows, it's not a major problem unless you were trying to drive on this, and that's dumb anyway, would be something of an issue cycling too I guess, I would rate it less than sertraline come-up or weed in terms of diminished capability from screwy visual feed.
Other than that, I am not lowkey smiling, but I feel fine mentally. I find if I am away from typing for too long my brain starts getting jammed with things to say, and I have relatively little inhibition in saying them, but again that's less pronounced than the first night, presumably due to tolerance. This really strong desire to communicate is quite interesting as an effect really, it feels different from MPA ish babble, which I believe is similar to speed babbles, but this could just be 3-FPM's general weird character striking again.
As you can see, no issue typing out a novel when prompted, and I really should finish the packing I keep getting distracted on by the desire to chat to people.
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