JTemperance
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Think they're Rx or presses?found a bag of 20mg ir adderall on the sidewalk. i’m in sober living. debating giving them back to the sidewalk on way home versus throwing them away.
Think they're Rx or presses?found a bag of 20mg ir adderall on the sidewalk. i’m in sober living. debating giving them back to the sidewalk on way home versus throwing them away.
didn't look close, but they're from the sidewalk. my rule of thumb with any of these pills that have achieved pop recognition: if i don't know how it got from pharmacy to me, it's fake. i hear addy is being pressed like bars. with meth instead of flualprazolam. though ir adderall has a super distinct taste. if someone were to actually take them, you'd think they could tell.Think they're Rx or presses?
Thats a terrible idea. LolI think I'm going to switch up to oxys heroin and fent from methadone pills I get.
I've been addicted all.all of the above before. Methadone pills aren't really getting me where I want anymore.
I havnt used these hardcore opioids in around 7 or 8 years. But I'm ready to go back. I really don't want to IV but it will likely happen.
Yea. Im a point where I'm always sick so I either get off methadone or level up. And getting off seems so pointless becauze I always have to get back on opipids at some point shortly after getting clean due to pain. I would say I spend 70 percent of my life the past two-year in a minor tapering type withdrawal or full withdrawal.Thats a terrible idea. Lol
Sorry on the late response, but idk if it makes sense to get back on opioids heavy like that. I mean, maybe just find a dose of methadone that can bring you a sense of stability, I know it's hard to get off.Yea. Im a point where I'm always sick so I either get off methadone or level up. And getting off seems so pointless becauze I always have to get back on opipids at some point shortly after getting clean due to pain. I would say I spend 70 percent of my life the past two-year in a minor tapering type withdrawal or full withdrawal.
Almost makes more sense to just do opioids for real than live like this
Well I'm in a really bad flare the past few days and lost count of how much methadone and xamax I've taken today. I think around 30 or 40 mg methadone and my normal dose is 10 mg.Sorry on the late response, but idk if it makes sense to get back on opioids heavy like that. I mean, maybe just find a dose of methadone that can bring you a sense of stability, I know it's hard to get off.
As far as I know methadone is still fairly effective for pain relief but ymmv of course it's different for everyone. Maybe your tolerance has just built up to the analgesic effects.Well I'm in a really bad flare the past few days and lost count of how much methadone and xamax I've taken today. I think around 30 or 40 mg methadone and my normal dose is 10 mg.
It's doing nothing for the pain the more I take. I wonder if there is a point to even keep taking more or if i need to get some kind if breakthrough medication like fentanyl or high dose oxy to deal with this.
It's seeming like methadone has an analgesic ceiling to me. Does it?
All I know is a 25 mcg fentanyl patch would have me feeling pain free. Or 30 to 60 mg of oxy.
I'm good if I go up to 40 mg. Unfortunately people with diseased chronic pain rarely get their dose raised....while a full blown fentanyl and meth addict is free to have doses up to the 200 to 300 mg range for their wjthdrawl "pain"As far as I know methadone is still fairly effective for pain relief but ymmv of course it's different for everyone. Maybe your tolerance has just built up to the analgesic effects.
Also once you’re on record as being “drug seeking,” that’s on your record foreverrrrr and they’ll never give you the good stuff againI'm good if I go up to 40 mg. Unfortunately people with diseased chronic pain rarely get their dose raised....while a full blown fentanyl and meth addict is free to have doses up to the 200 to 300 mg range for their wjthdrawl "pain"
Seems like withdrawal pain from illicit drug use us the only type of pain society has decided is worth treating....innocent diseased ppl fuck em. Take your 10 mg methadone if you're extremely lucky and connected like me...otherwise kill. yourself.
Me on 10 mg methadone I piss dirty for weed I never get my pain treated again and am cut off cold turkey.
Ppl that piss dirty for fentanyl, coke, etc. Still get their 250 mg no matter what
That's the status quo.
Makes a real good case for becoming a fentanyl addict. I thinknthats what the DEA wants everyone with chronic pain to actually do
Imagine seeking pain medication for pain.Also once you’re on record as being “drug seeking,” that’s on your record foreverrrrr and they’ll never give you the good stuff again
I tried to go on methadone once. I had 2 back to back epileptic seizuresImagine seeking pain medication for pain.
Wild concept.
You'll get the good stuff If your pain is for illicit fentsnyl withdrawal. The only type of pain society has decided is worthy of treating.
Were you on other medications? That's unusual.I tried to go on methadone once. I had 2 back to back epileptic seizures
It wasn't always this way. Sadly things have changed. Society at large I don't even think is even to blame, it's the federal agencies and politicians who make these bonehead laws and prosecute innocents.Imagine seeking pain medication for pain.
Wild concept.
You'll get the good stuff If your pain is for illicit fentsnyl withdrawal. The only type of pain society has decided is worthy of treating.
probably was. The only thing that had changed was the methadone, though. After my hospital visit for these, they discontinued the methadone and I have not had a seizure since. I do want to note, however, that I had felt as if I might have a seizure in the past on numerous occasions. It just didn't happen until that pointWere you on other medications? That's unusual.
Was your dope full of xylazine? That's what happened to people using tranq dope that go onto a pure opioidI tried to go on methadone once. I had 2 back to back epileptic seizures