Of course I needed to escalate my doses.....to get high.
With tramadol, I knew there were major seizure risks in higher dosages, so I never went past 400mg very often. Which makes it self-limiting.
But even after the initial euphoria was gone, tramadol still made me feel energized, calmer and in a better mood for weeks after daily use.
And with heroin, if it was good, raw rock.. I often dosed (intranasally, never IV) in the morning & would be good until afternoon/early evening, where I would dose again & then possibly dose once more when I settled down in the evening (that's if I didn't need a nap after those first 2 doses). And then usually a good 6-10 hours of sleep was long enough for me to reset, so that my following doses the next morning were still effective.
By effective, I mean antidepressant, mood-lifting, energizing. Not nod land.
Of course when I did feel like getting a "buzz" or nodding, I would increase the dosage a little, but in my perspective, so what? Humans can handle pretty heft doses of opioids if they have a tolerance. Not saying they should, but I had the ability to adjust my doses accordingly, especially since my goal was mostly for the aforementioned affects, rather than passing out.
It was unsustainable for me because you have to go through some one who may or may not answer your call or come through that day. Which would be different if people didn't need to get it from shady people.
Now I use buprenorphine, which we all know, increasing the dosage isn't going to do a whole lot more than lower doses anyway, but it's still a decent antidepressant. It helped me quit drinking alcohol. Haven't had a drink in 5 years and also eliminated any of my self harming behavior and suicidal thoughts I use to have. I'd say that's pretty damn impressive.
And these other two moron's who know nothing but spewing insults and myths would fair better on some government propaganda website and not here on Bluelight.