i'm not trying to argue whether they exist of not, and just because some people see them, there is no scientific evidence to verify they exists yada yada
i would say i'm not religious at all, more spiritual and liberally open minded. i believe i have had trips where i have felt close and connected to the greater source of love and light etc.
yet i thought this would be and interesting topic.
now twice in my lifetime i feel i have felt the presence an entity on two different occasions...
these iciences were entirely seperate, and so were the visual forms of the entities i encountered
the first one i remember was about two years ago on my 20th birthday, when a few friends and i visited Amsterdam of all places.
the weekend stoner trip was awsome, we all had a great time, and we stayed in this hotel which was beautiful. it was also creepy and looked haunted in many ways, but i took little notice to it because i was so excited about the holiday.
this was the hotel;
http://www.tripadvisor.com/Hotel_Re...randtplein_Hotel-Amsterdam_Noord_Holland.html
i remember one of the reviews on this page described it as having the appearances of being haunted.
anyways
we went around as you do visiting the sights and coffeeshops and pubs.
the next day we decided to take mushrooms. i chose their strongest ones which were hawaiian i think, but i love mushrooms and have enjoyed them nearly each time. so we tripped while wondering around, the trip was very visual, and amsterdam appeared like a toy village.
and eventually it got darker. everyone decided to go back to the hotel, which i thanked because i was feeling pretty lethargic under the blanket of skunk and shrooms.
when we get to the room i chill out and lie down and expirience some beautiful visuals, and i could feel i was tripping less, it was 4-5 hours since i dosed.
so everyones chatting and decide they want to go to the Absinth bar. im still lying down to lethargic to move and think i am falling asleep. they ask if i want to go but i say i will stay to sleep. they leave me and i'm now in the room alone.
it is now that i realise that i cannot sleep, and that this place is actually very spooky and sinister, as if there is something in the air i cannot quite grasp.
i immediately begin to think of how this place is steeped in history and it is quite possibly haunted...this would not unusual on mushrooms, yet it was at that point i saw something the shape of a human floating around....
as i focused on it, utterly terrified, it was like it was morphing into thousands of different creatures at once. not so much as animals as the nastiest and scariest parts of the most unpleasant animals you can think of...all at once, centered around a face that would also invert and morph the face would shift from humanoid to animal.
i remeber on its forhead there was upside down pentagram that would morph also, i couldn't scream, all i could do was close my eyes, with which i was greeted by the face of the being staring right at me in full deep dark colour, it was putting its head into mine to look into my body, i felt like it wanted to go in to it.
i kept telling myself that if i did not pay attention to it and kept denying its existance then i couln't harm me.
eventually i think this worked. i dont remember hearing it say anything, it was deadly silent, but i would hear bumps and noised like thinkgs falling around the room.
after what seemed like hours it died down...i rolled a joint, smoked and the dread feeling left but i couldn't sleep untill my friends returned
i made a drawing of it a year ago i will fish it out and post it if you want. i will help to illustrate it because its hard to imagine and describe
the second story only just happened a few days ago,
i wrote it down as soon as it happened on facebook to remeber it
it was actually a dream or night terror after a Ketamine binge followed by valium to come down, probably the most scary thing to have happend to me in a long time:
scariest dream of my life: a oldish bearded man arrives outside my house in a big daimler like car. gets out and is wearing a huge fur coat and holding a cain. looks at me and says "arn't you gonna let me IN?" with which i reply NO.....
i look into the nearby mirror and am shocked to see my glasses are off and eyes are fucked up looking in obscure directions and bright red with heavy black in the middle, i then move to notice the man behind me in the mirror but is NOT actually behind me when i look around...and up untill this point i am sure i am wide awake
i think it was one of these Sleep Paralysis dreams...the presence felt demonic more than anything..and i was too scared to go back to sleep
my friend jokes it sounds like a pimp
trust me penny this was NO PIMP i dont i explained it fully lol, it was an evil sinister looking man, that now reminds me of derren brown posessed by Satan or Jahbulon or Ball or something of that nature, it gave a completely haunting and unpleasant vibe...and the fact that i thought i was wide awake increased the fear tremendousely...i eventually was able to move (was forzen throughout the expirience) and then i burst awake...like the awakend reality world was like breaking through the surface of a dark ocean...and i waited for ages to make sure i was actually awake...so much so i was to scared to put the light on...sorry for rambling, but i should have made this all clear from my first post...IT WAS FUCKED UP AND SCARED ME SOOOO BAD
well that was a rant and a half, am i alone with these things?
i would say i'm not religious at all, more spiritual and liberally open minded. i believe i have had trips where i have felt close and connected to the greater source of love and light etc.
yet i thought this would be and interesting topic.
now twice in my lifetime i feel i have felt the presence an entity on two different occasions...
these iciences were entirely seperate, and so were the visual forms of the entities i encountered
the first one i remember was about two years ago on my 20th birthday, when a few friends and i visited Amsterdam of all places.
the weekend stoner trip was awsome, we all had a great time, and we stayed in this hotel which was beautiful. it was also creepy and looked haunted in many ways, but i took little notice to it because i was so excited about the holiday.
this was the hotel;
http://www.tripadvisor.com/Hotel_Re...randtplein_Hotel-Amsterdam_Noord_Holland.html
i remember one of the reviews on this page described it as having the appearances of being haunted.
anyways
we went around as you do visiting the sights and coffeeshops and pubs.
the next day we decided to take mushrooms. i chose their strongest ones which were hawaiian i think, but i love mushrooms and have enjoyed them nearly each time. so we tripped while wondering around, the trip was very visual, and amsterdam appeared like a toy village.
and eventually it got darker. everyone decided to go back to the hotel, which i thanked because i was feeling pretty lethargic under the blanket of skunk and shrooms.
when we get to the room i chill out and lie down and expirience some beautiful visuals, and i could feel i was tripping less, it was 4-5 hours since i dosed.
so everyones chatting and decide they want to go to the Absinth bar. im still lying down to lethargic to move and think i am falling asleep. they ask if i want to go but i say i will stay to sleep. they leave me and i'm now in the room alone.
it is now that i realise that i cannot sleep, and that this place is actually very spooky and sinister, as if there is something in the air i cannot quite grasp.
i immediately begin to think of how this place is steeped in history and it is quite possibly haunted...this would not unusual on mushrooms, yet it was at that point i saw something the shape of a human floating around....
as i focused on it, utterly terrified, it was like it was morphing into thousands of different creatures at once. not so much as animals as the nastiest and scariest parts of the most unpleasant animals you can think of...all at once, centered around a face that would also invert and morph the face would shift from humanoid to animal.
i remeber on its forhead there was upside down pentagram that would morph also, i couldn't scream, all i could do was close my eyes, with which i was greeted by the face of the being staring right at me in full deep dark colour, it was putting its head into mine to look into my body, i felt like it wanted to go in to it.
i kept telling myself that if i did not pay attention to it and kept denying its existance then i couln't harm me.
eventually i think this worked. i dont remember hearing it say anything, it was deadly silent, but i would hear bumps and noised like thinkgs falling around the room.
after what seemed like hours it died down...i rolled a joint, smoked and the dread feeling left but i couldn't sleep untill my friends returned
i made a drawing of it a year ago i will fish it out and post it if you want. i will help to illustrate it because its hard to imagine and describe
the second story only just happened a few days ago,
i wrote it down as soon as it happened on facebook to remeber it
it was actually a dream or night terror after a Ketamine binge followed by valium to come down, probably the most scary thing to have happend to me in a long time:
scariest dream of my life: a oldish bearded man arrives outside my house in a big daimler like car. gets out and is wearing a huge fur coat and holding a cain. looks at me and says "arn't you gonna let me IN?" with which i reply NO.....
i look into the nearby mirror and am shocked to see my glasses are off and eyes are fucked up looking in obscure directions and bright red with heavy black in the middle, i then move to notice the man behind me in the mirror but is NOT actually behind me when i look around...and up untill this point i am sure i am wide awake
i think it was one of these Sleep Paralysis dreams...the presence felt demonic more than anything..and i was too scared to go back to sleep
my friend jokes it sounds like a pimp
trust me penny this was NO PIMP i dont i explained it fully lol, it was an evil sinister looking man, that now reminds me of derren brown posessed by Satan or Jahbulon or Ball or something of that nature, it gave a completely haunting and unpleasant vibe...and the fact that i thought i was wide awake increased the fear tremendousely...i eventually was able to move (was forzen throughout the expirience) and then i burst awake...like the awakend reality world was like breaking through the surface of a dark ocean...and i waited for ages to make sure i was actually awake...so much so i was to scared to put the light on...sorry for rambling, but i should have made this all clear from my first post...IT WAS FUCKED UP AND SCARED ME SOOOO BAD
well that was a rant and a half, am i alone with these things?
for instance.