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Chronic Pain MEGA Thread

Yeah, Muzda, I'm with toothpastedog. You've done a great job. I'll read your trip report. I never got into MDMA cause I had an older friend who fucked himself up bad on that shit. I think he's sill in the ward so I was scared of that shit. Anyway, good job dude!!!
 
I've never heard of someone getting fucked up with responsible use of MDMA. Especially compared to things like opiates and such. I'm sure it can happen occasionally but it's very very rare. Considering the benefits of MDMA which imo are phenomenal I think the world needs it badly.
 
I dunno, over here in the UK we used to cane it like it was going out of fashion (and most other drugs on offer). You're right, mdma used sensibly I don't see as a problem. I know a good few people who became permanently properly etarded in various ways, real sad to see a shell walking around. As you say though, most of my pillhead mates didn't see the need to go to those extremes and just got on with their lives when the party was over.
 
That would be true if only Sensible and Mudza Jonxx were not mutually exclusive ;)
 
Hahahaa.. As it says in my profile somewhere, it is my lifelong mission to show everyone how not to do things.. :D
 
Nice one Rtp. Fuck us with chronic pain. I actually posted about it briefly so I shouldn't talk but I notice this a lot on this website. Threads will drift into something else. Mostly I don't care or just won't log on but one thread close to me heart took a complete 180 and ended up talking about aliens!! It's a very serious thread, life and death shit. Personally I have one experience with mdma and I have chronic pain every sec even with Meds so I'd like to have a thread where I can read and post about pain like we used too. I still don't know how or why that thread was closed. I still talk with Annabanana and ShroomySatoti and you. That thread was only reason I logged in. I'm thinking about leaving this site. Soon I won't have time for it anyway. I'll prob keep the acct just in case I wanna check my messages but most of these threads are so, just dumb. Some are serious and I appreciate that but it's like whatever.

So let's spin this thread back to aim. Mine is under control as its gonna be. No changes to meds. Think o found a clinic in Eyoming so when I move I'll be set up. The pain and ostomy control my life. Pretty simple. It sucks but it's life. So how are you? Still traveling for care? How's your pain? I hoe you're feeling ok. Let me know how you are either by post or message. If I leave site I'll message you and let you know. I'll give you my email. Take care down there and I hope you're well friend
 
my physiotherapist said it could take years for my arm (dominant hand) to heal

what the fuck are you supposed to do if you can't use your arm? and no drugs for the pain, cause you got a record...
 
assclass said:
my physiotherapist said it could take years for my arm (dominant hand) to heal

what the fuck are you supposed to do if you can't use your arm? and no drugs for the pain, cause you got a record...
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Dang! No drugs BC you have a record! What the hell. Does having a record stop you from having what sounds like chronic severe pain.

If you were shot in the chest would they offer no pain meds? Dumb ass politicians!

It's been raining every day for a week where I live. Anyone who has chronic bone pain knows how I'm feeling!!
 
aplumgirl said:
Dang! No drugs BC you have a record! What the hell. Does having a record stop you from having what sounds like chronic severe pain.

If you were shot in the chest would they offer no pain meds? Dumb ass politicians!

It's been raining every day for a week where I live. Anyone who has chronic bone pain knows how I'm feeling!!
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honestly I would probably sell any opiates I was prescribed because I am a degenerate scumbag...
 
aplumgirl said:
Dang! No drugs BC you have a record! What the hell. Does having a record stop you from having what sounds like chronic severe pain.

If you were shot in the chest would they offer no pain meds? Dumb ass politicians!

It's been raining every day for a week where I live. Anyone who has chronic bone pain knows how I'm feeling!!
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I hear ya on that bone pain!!
 
assclass said:
my physiotherapist said it could take years for my arm (dominant hand) to heal

what the fuck are you supposed to do if you can't use your arm? and no drugs for the pain, cause you got a record...
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How do you manage the pain? You said further down that you would probably just sell the opiates if you got them anyway, so how do you do it?
 
closeau said:
Nice one Rtp. Fuck us with chronic pain. I actually posted about it briefly so I shouldn't talk but I notice this a lot on this website. Threads will drift into something else. Mostly I don't care or just won't log on but one thread close to me heart took a complete 180 and ended up talking about aliens!! It's a very serious thread, life and death shit. Personally I have one experience with mdma and I have chronic pain every sec even with Meds so I'd like to have a thread where I can read and post about pain like we used too. I still don't know how or why that thread was closed. I still talk with Annabanana and ShroomySatoti and you. That thread was only reason I logged in. I'm thinking about leaving this site. Soon I won't have time for it anyway. I'll prob keep the acct just in case I wanna check my messages but most of these threads are so, just dumb. Some are serious and I appreciate that but it's like whatever.

So let's spin this thread back to aim. Mine is under control as its gonna be. No changes to meds. Think o found a clinic in Eyoming so when I move I'll be set up. The pain and ostomy control my life. Pretty simple. It sucks but it's life. So how are you? Still traveling for care? How's your pain? I hoe you're feeling ok. Let me know how you are either by post or message. If I leave site I'll message you and let you know. I'll give you my email. Take care down there and I hope you're well friend
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Can you not post on the Pain Management mega thread v7?

There was a bit of confusion when version 6 was closed, but it's up & running, more importantly, has the same old family still there. (Mostly).

So is the move imminent? Is that where your ex & kids are?

My pain is still well controlled, except for my hand/arm. As someone else posted I'm into my sixth month of physio, & yes, again I travelled to see a new specialist & all he had to offer was "keep doing what you're doing, it might come good eventually".

So wasn't worth the effort of even getting there!

Sad to hear you're thinking of leaving, though if it's bcos you'll be to busy for chatting online, then surely that's a very positive move!!

Talk soon,

Rtp
 
Hey closeau - don't leave man, I sent you a quick pm and also check out v7 like Rtp said. You'll be good man, I want to hear from you! I've been busy with work and my sleep schedule is off. I just posted something longer there. I would be sad to not hear from you.

At the moment, I am doing really well with my career, terrible with my relationship, and my habits and pain are worsening from working full time. I'm unsure about my long term future because of my health problems but I feel like these next few years are going to be great ones for me. I'm going to live independently, live pain free most of the time, learn and apply new technologies, and hopefully get laid a lot (for a change). My life has been such garbage through all my 20's that entering my 30's I feel like I am finally getting my shit together - too bad I have to carry these bad habits with me but what can you do when your spine hurts so bad you can barely walk. I am just gonna try and be happy, live healthy and not get caught up battling these problems or getting worked up over shit that doesn't matter.
 
Runtoparadise said:
Can you not post on the Pain Management mega thread v7?

There was a bit of confusion when version 6 was closed, but it's up & running, more importantly, has the same old family still there. (Mostly).

So is the move imminent? Is that where your ex & kids are?

My pain is still well controlled, except for my hand/arm. As someone else posted I'm into my sixth month of physio, & yes, again I travelled to see a new specialist & all he had to offer was "keep doing what you're doing, it might come good eventually".

So wasn't worth the effort of even getting there!

Sad to hear you're thinking of leaving, though if it's bcos you'll be to busy for chatting online, then surely that's a very positive move!!

Talk soon,

Rtp
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Rtp, is this not the chronic pain thread? Or is there another one? Dang, I still get confused where these threads are.
 
assclass said:
my physiotherapist said it could take years for my arm (dominant hand) to heal

what the fuck are you supposed to do if you can't use your arm? and no drugs for the pain, cause you got a record...
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Same problem here cept I have no idea when I will heal. I've been abusing the shit out of benzos to deal with the pain. Mentally it kinda numbs me and make the healing process less harsh. I can deal with the physical pain, but mental aspect is the worst
 
Rtp- I'll get on v7 and see what's up. I didn't know. Move is coming soon thank God!!! I am miserable here where I live. I mean fucking miserable which is adding to my pain. Between the anxiety and my tolerance I'm screwed. Like Meds don't do much. I've had some sort of stomach virus last 4 days and it's looking like a 5th day. I've been up since 3:30am with this. Always up emptying my ostomy which is my diareah. Sucks. At least I didn't vomit last night. I have a busy week. My father is coming up for the week. I'll be so happy to hog his room with showers and the bed, ahh the bed. I sleep in a big chair cause I got to be at an angle so ostomy works right. Lying flat does not work but I'm gonna spread out on that bed, lol. This may be last time I see him for awhile. Sad but he has a good life down at beach. Anyway, thanks for asking and I'll keep in touch.

ShroomySatori- I wouldn't leave without getting at ya homeboy. I'm sorry your back hurts so bad but happy you're excited about next five years. I sent you a PM so you'll know what's up.
 
I totally agree. The constant pain wears you down so much. I've been off work the last two weeks due to ruptured L5 pinching my left S1 nerve. The burning nerve pain sucks! Even with the lyrica and norco 10mgs. It really sucks because i cant do the things I used to with my wife and 2 year old. How do you deal with it?
 
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