^ 2 days ago you wernt allowed to leave the state and now youre moving to chicago?...
for cheap housing in a dope area wouldnt be recommended cause the first time you leave your house, they gonna break in and steal your shit. so i would choose an area like humboldt just cause its not all black or all mexican with a few whites and your not far from the dope scene to take a bus a mile or 2 down the road or ride your bike or hell if you get plugged, you are close enough that they would deliver..and the prices im sure range from million dollars the close you get to the city to straight hood..so you would prolly find what your looking for and not be ocmpletly out of the way
Chinko,intervention looks cool tonight,scoreing in Baltimore
i didnt see it, i dont normally sit and watch intervention, it was ok when i didnt have a habit but the last year or so i get this guilt when watching it and like dont want people in my house to even know im watching it..i dunno i know that prolly sounds stupid but its the truth cause i think "oh you should get clean" and then truthfully i dont really want to forever..like i dont feel i would ever be able to stop dope completly. i think i would still have to play once a week even if i get "sober" or i would start to drink or something would have to replace it. maybe weed would work if i used it more as a "take your mind off the dope" instead off "oh time to eat..smoke,time to go to the store..smoke, time to do anything...smoke."
me personally, i havent been high since friday. that doesnt mean i havent been using i just havent been high, i just been tapering/chippin the last few days just using enough to take the sick off but not getting me high and today i had a little maybe .3 of raw and thought forsure it was gonna hold me for the dfay but i slept like shit last night and i was up early feeling sick so i used a little too early and it wouldnt hold me. i had the WDs that you only really feel in your chest, and its just a chill that runs down the center of your chest that you can ignore if you smoke a little spice/weed but just sitting in front of the tv sober it just intensifie. so i knew i had to go cop today instead of waking up sick tomorroww and going.
so i went to my old connect who i havent been too in a month or 2 cause he texted me sayin he had something good a few days ago. i would have went with the raw but the half gram of raw that i wanted just wasnt gonna cut it and i wanted some more powder to use so i could do a fat line and chill on others instead of snorting little bumps or raw..sometimes you just want to snort some more..kinda like high grade weed and regs...sometimes you choose the regs cause you want to smoke a few blunts instead of taking one rip off a bowl
its fucked up when you take more shits in 2days then i have in 2weeks.fuck WDs maaannn