Stopping by to say what’s up... been clean for years now on the methadone shit... only been on 40mg for the last year or so...
Glad I don’t do dope anymore, can’t wait to get off methadone. Much rather be spending my money on fancy dinners, vacations, designer threads, fine jewelry... and living the high life.
And now that I dress like a successful drug dealer, I’ve met quite a few downtown at clubs, at the casino, and even started doing business with my old connect who ran a spot out west when he got out of prison — but I’ve since stopped fucking w him, and only fucked w him cuz both of us were far out of the dope game. His spot is dead / not a spot anymore, but his name was T and he ran a spot just east of the old best bags spot, and sold his shit in burnt tape bags. He even let me jay down and sell some bud at his crib last year lol.
But I’d rather fuck w pot growers, dealers, and smokers than fuck w dope fiends and dope dealers now, especially with Covid going on.
Hell, I don’t wish that life on anybody. It’s crazy that I don’t even have a college degree, was a total drug addict, and now pull in over 120k a year for the past few years. I don’t do that AA shit, I literally just created another life for myself. I was on methadone, still using heavy even with a good job a few years into my career. But I just gave it up. That life was exhausting and I saw death around the corner. I remember that a few years prior I saw a guy out west who had these open wounds all over his arm and I didn’t understand how the fuck that could happen... until I ended up with them all over my legs, thighs, and even arms... literally had multiple wounds in different stages all the time that were necrotic, from hitting arteries (no veins left) and missing / hitting subcutaneous tissue with the crazy shit they had out west.
It honestly took a lot for me to get my self esteem back, to be able to wear short sleeves and shorts in confidence, etc.
I wish y’all the best of luck... too many folks dying. Stop wasting your money. Life can get better. Learn a skill or trade, open a business, find a service you can provide or something you can learn a lot about to be an “expert” in, and provide that knowledge as a service. Do what you have to do but don’t give up. Take community college classes. Shit I know a lot of us are still young, I’m only 31. Only a third way through life man... y’all be easy.
hoping some of y’all are clean too
Glad I don’t do dope anymore, can’t wait to get off methadone. Much rather be spending my money on fancy dinners, vacations, designer threads, fine jewelry... and living the high life.
And now that I dress like a successful drug dealer, I’ve met quite a few downtown at clubs, at the casino, and even started doing business with my old connect who ran a spot out west when he got out of prison — but I’ve since stopped fucking w him, and only fucked w him cuz both of us were far out of the dope game. His spot is dead / not a spot anymore, but his name was T and he ran a spot just east of the old best bags spot, and sold his shit in burnt tape bags. He even let me jay down and sell some bud at his crib last year lol.
But I’d rather fuck w pot growers, dealers, and smokers than fuck w dope fiends and dope dealers now, especially with Covid going on.
Hell, I don’t wish that life on anybody. It’s crazy that I don’t even have a college degree, was a total drug addict, and now pull in over 120k a year for the past few years. I don’t do that AA shit, I literally just created another life for myself. I was on methadone, still using heavy even with a good job a few years into my career. But I just gave it up. That life was exhausting and I saw death around the corner. I remember that a few years prior I saw a guy out west who had these open wounds all over his arm and I didn’t understand how the fuck that could happen... until I ended up with them all over my legs, thighs, and even arms... literally had multiple wounds in different stages all the time that were necrotic, from hitting arteries (no veins left) and missing / hitting subcutaneous tissue with the crazy shit they had out west.
It honestly took a lot for me to get my self esteem back, to be able to wear short sleeves and shorts in confidence, etc.
I wish y’all the best of luck... too many folks dying. Stop wasting your money. Life can get better. Learn a skill or trade, open a business, find a service you can provide or something you can learn a lot about to be an “expert” in, and provide that knowledge as a service. Do what you have to do but don’t give up. Take community college classes. Shit I know a lot of us are still young, I’m only 31. Only a third way through life man... y’all be easy.
hoping some of y’all are clean too