thesameoldfears
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 20, 2013
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I know exactly what you mean. Even when I hung out with other junkies, I prefered to get high alone. I have my specific little rituals and I don't need anyone asking me to share or anything.Tbh though I've been pretty reclusive since starting MMT. None of my actual friends do dope, though quite a few do Oxycontin still.
So my idea of getting fucked up is shooting a ton of dope... which I can just do at home. So even if I were to do that, I wouldn't be going out on a friday night anyways.
And throughout my addiction I've pretty much blown off anything that isn't heroin so no one even asks me for drinks or anything anymore.
When you figure out how to do that let me know, okay?I need to start going out for drinks again and just pretend that things other than heroin are fun.