blackmarket91
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- Jun 19, 2017
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july 6th i got off methadone i ct at a very high dose and was doin ok not 100% i have a question i actually re lapsed and took methadone for 4 days in a row and went 4 days without it then last night i took it once more and today i was fine earlier in the day but all sudden i started freakin out havin almost panic attacks crying ect i did not feel like this when i was in my methadone withdrawal in the past like i cant stop pacing atm and if eel its way to early for me to even have withdrawal since i dosed 24 hours ago
im really hoping its a mental thing and im mind fucking myself cause i got quite scared fearing it sometimes you just feel really bad mentally for like a week after doing a drug so im hoping to jesus christ thats what im going though and i didnt reset myself back to july 6th
i really need some xanax atm i feel t calm me down guess im having ptsd from my original time spend with withdrawal?
i know this is crazy rambling but i do feel that i might be lucky given how atm i have energy to pace around normally when i was in withdrawal i didnt even wana get out of bed so could i just e having insane anxiety fearing the worst?
im really hoping its a mental thing and im mind fucking myself cause i got quite scared fearing it sometimes you just feel really bad mentally for like a week after doing a drug so im hoping to jesus christ thats what im going though and i didnt reset myself back to july 6th
i really need some xanax atm i feel t calm me down guess im having ptsd from my original time spend with withdrawal?
i know this is crazy rambling but i do feel that i might be lucky given how atm i have energy to pace around normally when i was in withdrawal i didnt even wana get out of bed so could i just e having insane anxiety fearing the worst?