Cliffy78
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Same thing here as far as drinking with ur gf/bf. I think it's pretty common amongst us boozers. My ex and I used to pound em 24-7, she wasn't a big drinker when we got together, we were very young at the time though, she was in high school so idk if she was headed that way or if my drinking forced her to drink. I feel terrible about it though, like I ruined her life. She went on to be addicted to every drug I did, as well as other drugs I just sold. I'd send her on runs cause I was too cocked to go out and she would pinch the bags and shit, lotta guilt there. But I think my drinking created all that. It seems like whatever I did, she wanted to do me one better, like a competition almost. She finally recovered and had a kid and moved to the other side of the state cause she couldn't resist the triggers/temptations here. Idk I think she drank to deal with me being drunk. Or maybe she would've drank if she never met me idk. I think it's a psychological way of coping maybe idk.