hey, it happens i do have a very liberal view towards drugs, they're there to use and if they help welp, why not ya know, you do you. Speed is like that, it doesn't feel like you NEED it but the benefits tend to bring you back to it because it really isn't all that 'bad' i suppose you're in the states, its unfortunate meth in pill form isn't really a thing in the states, here in eastern canada they manufacture shit tons of them they don't market them as meth rather they simple sell them as 'speed' i don't know if many folks know that theyre using meth, where i last had a 9-5 ugh so many people were blitzed everyday of the week. it does make life smoother forsure just make sure to take care of yourself physically and keep an eye on how much you're using especially when you redose more than a few times /24hrs
i don't share my doses often anymore however, there have been days where i've exceeded a gram worth of adderall (1000mg) so..keep an eye on tolerance because it can get rediculously high and out of hand and it isn't particularly healthy to use too much, but moderate use isn't the end of the world really, don't be embaressed, do your friends atleast accept that you do drugs, i have a similar situationish with one of my closer groups of friends where they don't really dabble with drugs but they've always been cool with my use
you might wana lay off the coke, ugh i use way too much cocaine to even fucking mention it, with meth you can only use so much till its 'that limit' ya probably know what i'm talkin about, but with coke that limit is just nonexistant somtimes. i don't advocate it's use but at the same time, it does alleviate some of my troubles persay my chronic pain i tend to take way less pain meds when smoking coke so, i mean its got pluses the negatives are pretty negative.