Olivia Nicole
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This, right here! +1...if you are interested to begin with that is a warning sign, even visiting this page is a warning sign too...
This, right here! +1...if you are interested to begin with that is a warning sign, even visiting this page is a warning sign too...
My experience is completely anecdotal and pertains to what I?ve gone through and personally witnessed so I?m not going to try to make generalisations and throw out statistics about others but the fact of the matter is I never would have gotten into sex work if I didn?t have a 1-2 gram daily heroin habit. I?m young and when I started using heavily there was no way I was in a position to afford it in any other line of work, earning less and waiting a week or two to get paid.You had me on board until the" "9 out of 10 female heroin users become prostitutes" part. I have no idea how anyone could quantify that, it sounds way too high. Idk, maybe you're right about it, but 90% of female users being prostitutes sounds wrong.
The rest of it is spot on though. The thing I like about bluelight is its neutral, unbiased forum for drug discussion and its HR goals. I see heroin use discussed in realistic terms. Almost all the posts I see about it are about its addictive potential and the problems it causes. And HR stuff to keep those who do safe, but for the most part I dont see any glorification here, everyone more or less agrees that it will fuck your life up
Hi ShroomySatori. Your posts provide one of the best chronicles I've read on the descent into addiction. You explain so eloquently how easily it happens, and in a way that one can easily relate to, because no one tries Heroin thinking it will eventually control their lives. For that matter, your account applies to any drug of choice that one becomes addicted to. I'll admit that when I tried H, no-one could have stopped me. Throughout my life, whenever I decided I was going to try something, no one and nothing could talk me down, it's just the way I am. But if posts like yours can make someone less stubborn than me stop and question what they're considering trying, then they are worth their weight in gold.
I tried heroin 5 times, quality product that I tested and was vouched for by many others. But every time I tried it, it made me feel sick, so I eventually moved on. Maybe I'm just lucky I didn't persist, but of course my drug of choice eventually found me, it just happened to be meth. But addiction is addiction. The thing that struck me initially was that compared to weed or alcohol or some of the psychedelics I tried, it seemed perfect - a drug with not a single drawback while you're on it, only the comedown at the end. No paranoia, no head spins, no 'bad' trips, just sheer, unadulterated pleasure, better than sex. In fact, to me deciding not to take meth is like having a 10/10 woman come up to me and offering to indulge me with every fantasy I could think of for hours on end. How do you say no to that?
If I had tried meth when I was young, it surely would have ruined my life, because I had no shortage of tragedy to provide me with the reasons to seek that escape into bliss. And though I struggle to control my use, I have some odds in my favour - I'm old, my working life is behind me, and I have much to lose. That keeps me from going off the deep end. But although that gives me some semblance of control, I always worry about my health, and whether that next shot will be the one that gives me the mother of all strokes! Time will tell. Be safe and thank-you for your contributions to this thread.
If heroin were free or a small fraction of what it usually costs and purity was regulated my guess is that the majority of people who've posted in this thread saying how bad and damaging heroin is wouldn't have a reason to complain.^I'm saying this crudely, no its not personal, but it might help. So, yeah...
I'm assuming you know how dangerous this is. Beyond possible rape, what would you say if you were trying to prosecute such a person? Then there are psychos who take pleasure in beating up, slashing, or even killing sex workers.
I know that you're young, but drug addiction has a knack for making people age fast.
Depending on organized criminals with firearms to stay healthy, in addition.
So add up how much money you've spent on dope, post it, and brainstorm what you would otherwise could have bought--if you want. Chances are it could be a nice house and a slick whip.
If its the difference between x amount of money for heroin and getting with someone who doesn't wear a condom and/or has an STD, what would you do?
If heroin were free or a small fraction of what it usually costs and purity was regulated my guess is that the majority of people who?ve posted in this thread saying how bad and damaging heroin is wouldn?t have a reason to complain.
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As far as I can see I'm the only one who dabbled with a needle and never got hooked. It's a devil in disguise.
I?m struggling with cravings to try H at the moment. I?m currently addicted to codeine (take regular 700mg+ doses) and keep thinking I could score a bag of H as a one-off...
I've been addicted to smack for 15 yrs and have spent thousands, been jailed and destroyed relationships. Heroin is big here (Merseyside, UK). The short answer is NO FUCKING WAY!!!Yeah very true. It not only changes you personally, but how others look at you.