My experience of good heroin, the high. It took a took a lot away from me to experience this, and eventually I had to start paying a very serious price. Both physically and financially. When I had a good H run going on, I could be up to 200lbs as I'd be taking care of myself and exercising, cooking all my own food and feeling great. If I ran out, all the progress I made would be destroyed in a day. I'd be fuckin suffering, fucking mother FUCK I can't even think about those fucking withdrawals they are HELL. FUCK. And nobody just goes through it once and you're good. No, no, no. You make it a week a cave. You make it a few days and cave. You make it 3 weeks and cave. You make it three fucking MONTHS and you never feel right, not once that whole time it's not necessarily a craving like a desire for a hit. It's the desire to feel normal again, to live a normal life like those you might tend to see flocking around you.
It took so much from me and A LOT more MUCH, MUCH WORSE than oxy or dilaudid EVER WERE. I quit H when I started shooting it a year ago. I did 5 times, over the course of a few months and decided to call it quits before I died. I kept relapsing with oxy's which really are not that much better and I've been okay for 3 months now.
The high at first, though:
-if you get a gram of good shit, you should be high AF from snorting like 5 milligrams, maybe 10 max first time I'd be crazy careful. 15 would be safe if it was good. There can be strong respiratory depression from low doses even if you already have a tolerance.
-quality very untrustworthy these days
-Antidepressant, creativity enhancer, anxiolytic, relieves all pain and transcends the physical body. You can walk outside where you'd normal be frigid and mellow out and feel zen and hardly notice the temperature. It is mentally stimulating, and physically relaxing. It is very social at first, too. I see it as the a sort of combo of positive effects from many of the different families of drugs, without the negatives.
-If you take more it's a hardcore nod and that is very dangerous but pleasurable. I prefer functional doses and the odd heavy nod. An intense nod is not functional whatsoever for several hours. Although I should be smart enough not to use again at this point.
Then since there isn't a down or anything at first it is quite a temptation to do it again and once addicted it is a fuckin nightmare. I live in fear of going back to it.