notreallyanaddict
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Nov 4, 2016
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- 2
At first, it's fun. Then it turns into needing it to survive, and feel the way you once used to all the time without taking it. The chasing of the no longer massive high, constant withdrawal that feels like death, the loss of jobs, family, life- your one and only LIFE for what? A substance that lies to your brain basically making you feel great for being a loser. I recommend finding highs in life and make your life genuinely euphoric so that when you're on your death bed at an old age surrounded by the children, grandchildren, great grandchildren, that you created then you you can say "That was a hell of a journey". Heroin will eventually destroy everything genuine. Your life will end as you nod out.. then pass out... then pass away.. and left a legacy of "just another druggie".
DON'T GET ME WRONG THOUGH!!! Experimentation is a very important part of my life and I have tried almost every drug known to man. Just with heroin, you almost need superpowers to resist it again. Same with painkillers. If you want to recreationally use drugs, use marijuana, coke in social situations, an OCCASIONAL Vicodin or Percocet on special occasions as if it were a treat such as the occasional going out to dinner, etc. Heroin becomes your life. Heroin becomes your death. The death of everything about you.
I have struggled with depression my entire life and have found that Suboxone gives me the motivation and energy to go out and get shit done, so no giving me "heroin is my only hope" because damnit, heroin does nothing but destroy. You may be sick if you feel otherwise.
Sources: Ex heroin and painkiller addict.
DON'T GET ME WRONG THOUGH!!! Experimentation is a very important part of my life and I have tried almost every drug known to man. Just with heroin, you almost need superpowers to resist it again. Same with painkillers. If you want to recreationally use drugs, use marijuana, coke in social situations, an OCCASIONAL Vicodin or Percocet on special occasions as if it were a treat such as the occasional going out to dinner, etc. Heroin becomes your life. Heroin becomes your death. The death of everything about you.
I have struggled with depression my entire life and have found that Suboxone gives me the motivation and energy to go out and get shit done, so no giving me "heroin is my only hope" because damnit, heroin does nothing but destroy. You may be sick if you feel otherwise.
Sources: Ex heroin and painkiller addict.