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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

Youwillrecover said:
What was the reason they put u on shot?
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IED disorder, which was misdiagnosis (another doc confirmed the misdiagnosis). I just had an tough argument with my parents, but we are good now.

One pdoc also prescribed Haldol to my brother who has autism and mild retardation, they prescribe APs here like its candy.
 
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t_xeplionhell said:
IED disorder, which was misdiagnosis (another doc confirmed the misdiagnosis). I just had an tough argument with my parents, but we are good now.

One pdoc also prescribed Haldol to my brother who has autism and mild retardation, they prescribe APs here like its candy.
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Is your penis numb or not sensitive? Mine is very numb at 20 months.
 
I am still overweight by 34 pounds and have high blood sugar and high cholesterol. I am 20 months off and still feel like absolute crap. My entire body feels heavy with whatever I'm currently on. Unbelievable suffering.

I get the anhedonia part, since everyone including myself is experiencing it. But why in the world does my body feel very heavy? What is the point of doing that to me? No one else has reported that symptom.

I'm so exhausted from this nightmare.
 
Yooo yall will not believe me but taking 2 shots of abilify and my sexual function is as strong as never how the f is that possible when you see so many ppl complaining?
 
Davievargie said:
I’m approaching 5 months off of Invega and still have really severe anhedonia, apathy, and no interest in anything whatsoever. I’m mostly bed ridden because I’m so tired, and even when I’m up I wanna lay back down because I don’t have the attention span or interest to stay engaged in everything for more than five minutes. I’ve tried exercising, I’ve tried reading, I’ve tried walks, I’ve tried supplements, I’ve tried gaming, I’ve tried socializing and I absolutely can’t find pleasure in anything. It’s terrible. I would almost rather be dead because I wake up every day only to stay in bed all day and dread everything I can’t do.

Do you know how horrible of an existence this is?

Fuck.
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I’ve been like this exactly for 1.5 years now man so yea I know the hell you describe all too well , hang in there man
 
t_xeplionhell said:
When you guys get to ~60% like me, at that point fighting for recovery will seem worth it even at slow pace I'm recovering at, trust me.
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I’m at 14 months off with 3 percent recovery is that a problem ? Like do you think I will still recover ? Be honest man
 
So yah i cannot feel alcohol at at and cannot feel weed at all exept my thoughts slow down. I litterally cannot feel nicotine. This is after not using anything for three months. (Was injected 8 months ago)
Fuck my life.
Oh yeah and my libido, somehow, has decreased in the last two months. To like 0.
It has NEVER been an issue before invega.

On the bright side, work has become more enjoyable. Working is the only pleasure i have. That and food, but im still numb to food but i still get something from it.

I am fine waiting you know? Like if I knew I would be fine and back to normal within like a few years i would be fine. I would just work overtime or something.

The hardest part is like will i be anhedonic forever? Wtf happened. I want music…

Not being able to feel any drug is not normal if you dont use drugs. Like this isn’t something ive ever dealt with idk anyone this has happened to.
 
invegafuckedmeupmeow said:
So yah i cannot feel alcohol at at and cannot feel weed at all exept my thoughts slow down. I litterally cannot feel nicotine. This is after not using anything for three months. (Was injected 8 months ago)
Fuck my life.
Oh yeah and my libido, somehow, has decreased in the last two months. To like 0.
It has NEVER been an issue before invega.

On the bright side, work has become more enjoyable. Working is the only pleasure i have. That and food, but im still numb to food but i still get something from it.

I am fine waiting you know? Like if I knew I would be fine and back to normal within like a few years i would be fine. I would just work overtime or something.

The hardest part is like will i be anhedonic forever? Wtf happened. I want music…

Not being able to feel any drug is not normal if you dont use drugs. Like this isn’t something ive ever dealt with idk anyone this has happened to.
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What kind of alcohol did you consume and how much? I'm asking because I was on a fair amount of haloperidol and had 1200 ounces of whisky at my disposal. I managed to get extremely blacked out drunk to the point I kept falling down and even passed out outside in the middle of November. I was also able to get extremely intoxicated from benzodiazepines.
 
I would seriously rather just die at this point. Life has lost all meaning and everything feels pointless and boring. I wish they would offer a suicide program where all you have to do is take a pill fall asleep and die in seconds.
 
masamune1 said:
Nope. No such thing as karma.
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Bible says. "If your belief in god is strong no poison will harm you" how many of you believe in God? And yes karma exist we all have it thats why some people have good lifes and some suffer. There are no accidents in the universe.
 
I personally take this as a karmic lesson and ask God for guidance. Again remember how many people fully recovered! Some of you might be traumatised by the whole thing and the trauma is enough to kill the energy transmission in your body and you blame all the effects on injections.
 
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