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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

Benzos Alcohol withdrawal and Ativan

Ryanne said:
i looked for DMX in cali all cough meds say only DM, so yeah no DMX to be found, prolly a good thing for me, but yes i hear so much of it , i wanted to get fucked up on it..........just for my drug bucket list
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wait, what? you wanted to get fucked up on cough syrup just now? and shockingly, CA has banned DMX? no wait, did they ban it??
 
allone said:
wait, what? you wanted to get fucked up on cough syrup just now? and shockingly, CA has banned DMX? no wait, did they ban it??
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Think she means DXM or robo and they have it. If you go to the generic dollar stores you can find it totes by itself with a little saccharin sodium and sodium benzoate
 
im going to still look into comparisons of DXM and ketamine. it might be the biggest fraud in the world if businesses exploit people with such expensive ketamine threatments when DXM is just as reliable.
 
DXM is highly overrated I hate that crap nothing like ketamine

I guess some people have unique brains and consider it a good drug

feels like shit to me at any dose, dirty, makes me acutely dysphoric

requires cannabis to feel anything decent also, by itself its trash IMO

its good to add to other drugs, but by itself I hate it
 
Ya this is how DXM makes me feel

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Negentropic said:
DXM is highly overrated I hate that crap nothing like ketamine

I guess some people have unique brains and consider it a good drug

feels like shit to me at any dose, dirty, makes me acutely dysphoric

requires cannabis to feel anything decent also, by itself its trash IMO

its good to add to other drugs, but by itself I hate it
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because you have used high doses. you have to hit the sweet spot, with low to moderate dose. people abuse DXM and then complain how they cannot get high on it properly. by abuse, i dont mean using it like a drug regularly, but just taking once or twice 10x the amount and expecting to feel super. No, it makes you feel like shit. It helps with heroin WD a bit tho. anyway, you have to find the sweet spot. like more than the recommended allowed dose, but less than abusable potential.
 
Well, I am not going to post on here every day that I am sober. I will update my progress every now and then.

in the last two weeks, there about, I only drank one night. I had seven, 9% beers and got drunk but I didn’t connect days and am happy with that result. i plan on drinking less both in volume and frequency.
I am pushing for some ketamine treatment to deal with some lingering issues, Ive done some AA, I been staying busy, happy and also scaring myself with the negative effects alcoholism takes On our body. Alcohol abuse takes decades off our life and wastes decades of life by not accomplishing or doing anything meaningful.

hopefully I can push through. God bless and much love and support from this alcoholic.
 
Cloudman115 said:
Well, I am not going to post on here every day that I am sober. I will update my progress every now and then.

in the last two weeks, there about, I only drank one night. I had seven, 9% beers and got drunk but I didn’t connect days and am happy with that result. i plan on drinking less both in volume and frequency.
I am pushing for some ketamine treatment to deal with some lingering issues, Ive done some AA, I been staying busy, happy and also scaring myself with the negative effects alcoholism takes On our body. Alcohol abuse takes decades off our life and wastes decades of life by not accomplishing or doing anything meaningful.

hopefully I can push through. God bless and much love and support from this alcoholic.
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I wouldn't mind if you kept us updates. I currently have issues with Alcohol also.
 
allone said:
whats your take on naltrexone??
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Sorry I'm late. I have been on naltrexone but for heroin misuse. It stopped me getting high by blocking my opiate receptors but I also could not experience joy as it seemed to block naturally occurring opiates from binding.
 
BenzoEnthusiast said:
I wouldn't mind if you kept us updates. I currently have issues with Alcohol also.
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Month of April I drank the 1st, 8th, 13, and the 14th. I don’t plan on drinking this week. I am trying! I don’t want to connect days, which I did, I need to go longer between sessions, Hopefully months Or abstain completely!
My doctor signed off on the ketamine, I need to link up with another doctor and wait for Insurance to approve. Could take a month.
blood pressure a little high 140-148/ 78-84 range. Going for a ct scan on organs, definitely worried about that And blood work. I’ll probably wait a month, because I want to abstain for longer before I get my results. Just hope some of my issues can be reversed.

all- in- all not a horrible start to the month, better than the first three months but not as good as the last 2 1/2 -three months of last year, I didnt drink at all!
no other drugs! Just the poison I have to deal with.
one day at a time
 
BenzoEnthusiast said:
Sorry I'm late. I have been on naltrexone but for heroin misuse. It stopped me getting high by blocking my opiate receptors but I also could not experience joy as it seemed to block naturally occurring opiates from binding.
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yes thats my biggest scare. how did you deal with the issue? obviously, stopping naltrexone helped. but i mean, were you in deep depression meanwhile taking it, not being able to feel any pleasure naturally?
 
allone said:
yes thats my biggest scare. how did you deal with the issue? obviously, stopping naltrexone helped. but i mean, were you in deep depression meanwhile taking it, not being able to feel any pleasure naturally?
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Not deeply depressed just a bit anxious but I had just stopped the methadone recently. But yeah was hard if not impossible to feel good/joy/happiness whatever. I stopped taking them but not really for that reason. More like I thought I was ready and had the willpower to defeat H but I relapsed hard.

Edit- just a side note. I'm on buprenorphine and it partially blocks and I think that's why I'm rarely happy. Or at least it's contributing to it.
 
Yeah I thought heroin withdrawal was the worst thing ever until I abruptly stopped taking xanax. Holy shit.
 
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BenzoEnthusiast said:
Yeah I thought heroin withdrawal was the worst thing ever until I abruptly stopped taking xanax. Holy shit.
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have you ever tried tianeptine? there are reports that stopping it is like stopping both H and benzos. I definitely feel suicidal when i do stop it. But i do take benzos still, so i cannot completely compare. And I havent taken H in a long ass time because of fear of the damn fucking fentanyl now. How do you keep buying H knowing of the fentanyl crisis? Thats why i switched to tianeptine. If people selling H were legit and not some assholes trying to kill you with fentanyl, i might go back i think,


edit: I just saw you are in UK. Tianeptine is ILLEGAL there lol
and also, fentanyl is hardly transported there unlike the US. wow
well, thats good for you actually!
 
allone said:
have you ever tried tianeptine? there are reports that stopping it is like stopping both H and benzos. I definitely feel suicidal when i do stop it. But i do take benzos still, so i cannot completely compare. And I havent taken H in a long ass time because of fear of the damn fucking fentanyl now. How do you keep buying H knowing of the fentanyl crisis? Thats why i switched to tianeptine. If people selling H were legit and not some assholes trying to kill you with fentanyl, i might go back i think,


edit: I just saw you are in UK. Tianeptine is ILLEGAL there lol
and also, fentanyl is hardly transported there unlike the US. wow
well, thats good for you actually!
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I haven't. First I have heard of it, but thanks for informing me. Their's rumours fent is mixed in the H but even stronger rumours that Krocodil is mixed in the H and from what I'm seeing (necrosis a lot and an increase in people losing limbs) I think Kroc might be here :(

Edit- I don't fully understand why I still do H. I'm not a daily user like once a week aprox. Just old habits I guess.
 
BenzoEnthusiast said:
I haven't. First I have heard of it, but thanks for informing me. Their's rumours fent is mixed in the H but even stronger rumours that Krocodil is mixed in the H and from what I'm seeing (necrosis a lot and an increase in people losing limbs) I think Kroc might be here :(

Edit- I don't fully understand why I still do H. I'm not a daily user like once a week aprox. Just old habits I guess.
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you have seen people getting necrosis over there? i thought UK is pretty safe in comparison to eastern europeans getting that Krokodil shit mixed in H. and US getting the fentanyl mixed in there. not sure which is worst, as one might instantly kill you, the other just lets you live like a zombie.
 
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