Rio Fantastic
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Feb 19, 2009
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How you doing bruv how you feeling.I been sober for a few months now all of October and maybe all September it's all a muddle I relapsed loads but this my longest with no gear.Not going to lie I'll still have moments of thinking maybe I could use once a week but that's what fucked me up last time.My most vulnerable time is when I go a long stretch without it I think I could give it ago.I am confident that I can stay the course.I can't talk about my feelings to people face to face so smart recovery proberly not for me.This is the place I go to get things of my chest.Keep strong mate don't go back to it you was so close to being dead last time for what a drug that takes up most our thoughts time money and it is just a fake life it's only a temporary relief mate.You have mentioned your mum before imagine her pain if something happened to you.As a father of three I can't imagine the pain of losing a child.
You're so right! I'm doing pretty good, day 10 for me which is the longest I've gone since July. I think you have the wrong idea of Smart Recovery, you don't have to talk about your feelings or share your story, it's more like a class you go to to learn coping strategies, you don't even have to say a word if you don't have to. Are you still drinking/smoking weed? Cravings regular?