Backfromthebrink
Bluelighter
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haha, ya they pay me quite well.
And i feel you, man. Struggled with drug addiction and depression/anxiety since i was a little kid. Held my dead friends in my arms, and all of the other stereotypical tragedy that comes with heroin. Not saying this to fish for sympathy, but just to say that i can relate to what you've dealt with, at least to some degree.
A therapist could do you some good. I'm very thankful for all of the therapy i've had in an attempt to get my drug addiction under control. I still go to AA meetings ~5 times a week, because that kind of shit helps me if i let it.
Lots of love, bro.
hey thanks man...
I really do appreciate that....seriously..
As it happens work say they are going to get me a therapist/councillor type person..
But honestly, I don't know if I could even open up to them .....
Some of the images in my head are so bad I wouldn't know where to even start.....plus (and this sounds odd I know) but I've accepted it...honestly, terrible stuff happens every day whether you witness it or not ..some people will and some won't....but SOMEONE has too....how do you explain seeing someone blown to pieces and shit like that? where would you even start?
Did you find it easy to open into a therapist?