Harm Reduction OD SOCIAL THREAD----Info. Support. Good times.

[HYDRO_CHRONIC]

i dunno it must be a family thing but i have seen this in two of my cousins aswell

one time my uncle got some dope ,it looked like white clay ....he weighed out a point ,i had been messing with methadone and coulod not get high off methadone anymore ,i was kinda skeptic cuz it looked fake but he was tore up
so long story short i do it shot was clear ,rush waas strong!!!! scared me ,this was around 9pm ,my whole body is tinglin i go into kitchen cant talk when i try to talk to mom ..things get slower i walk into room go down on one knee ...i think i better act like im doing somthing thats all i remember ,she said im laid out on floor snoring loud and fast ,actually wakes meat 11pm my cuzin was supposed to stay ,well i quickly go out again so he just leaves ...am awaken by my dad BEATING the fuckin door down at 6 am i feel like ive been hit by a truck vision blurry ,body hurts headache....that really freaked me out 1 damn point!!? i was easily doing 50 to 100mg of methadone and barely getting the high at that time..

2 of my cousins have been around me when they have done lil bit to much oxy and have seen them nod for hours on fucking end ...i mean fucking out but breathing fine

i know this isnt random....

 

[Captain.Heroin]

Captain - you inspired and encouraged me to be a mod, and I am hella stoked to see that you are doing well. I was actually shopping for weed the other day and saw some Herrer and thought of your posts on it, ha!

Thanks, I have been doing fine for a while now, minus a few days where I was very sick. But I feel 100% over it now.

The Jack Herer I have is amazing, I'm sure you all have equally as good stuff too. I really like it as a strain if it's grown well.

I have been getting more into hubby bars recently, and the dark chocolate ones and peanut butter ones are by far my favorites. :D

Nothing feels more wasteful than taking drugs and then falling asleep.

To this I say, depends when you wake up. I'll eat half a hubby bar, wake up an hour-two hours later, and be ready for the peak to hit me. I've also fallen asleep on methamp (in the past, quit a while ago without any withdrawal symptoms) and woke up still high frequently.

 

[effie]

Nothing feels more wasteful than taking drugs and then falling asleep.

This has happened to me a lot lately

CH, you're right, it does depend on the drug but when you wake up and it's all over it's a bit irritating, haha.. and probably a sign that it's time to cut back on the downers I think..

 

[IndustrialStrength]

Industrial - good to see you around here, too, man. I was hoping that this social would attract some of the better regulars we has in OD back in the day, and this is perfect timing since I was just considering closing this little experiment down. It is great to see you and case and others, though.

Indeed. It is quite nice to see some of the regulars again & to say hello to people I haven't talked to in quite some time.
I'd like to spend some more time on here & help answer some questions & such again.
I'm not sure I find BL overly triggering one way or the other but since I'm tapering I usually just feel like shit.
Kickin the opiates is a bitch as most of us know. I can taper down using methadone to low dose mdone but beyond that...
I've switched over from the methadone to shorter acting opiates for a bit before I jump but it doesn't seem equivalent.
Though none of my various cross tolerances have ever made much sense to me.
My tolerance to stay un-sick has dropped significantly but if I slip up & do a decent dose I don't notice to huge a drop.
At least I can jump on & off the point relatively easily & haven't been using IV very often.
Maybe a few times a month at most the last few months. Pretty much not at all since starting taper.
My main issue is regardless of how much I taper or cut doses the w/d's aren't improving that much.
I mean compared to my peak it's an improvement but considering how low I taper still surprisingly unpleasant.

Regardless I digress as I don't really have time atm to get into details but figured I'd throw out a quick overview.
Well a quick overview of a lil of what I've been up to & as to why I've posted a lot less.
However, atm my girl & I are watching my family's dog & it's sick & goin to vet plus other hectic-ness atm.
So I shall post more later when I get an opportunity.

 

[BrokedownPalace]

What's up ODers? Let's get this social rolling again.. It was going so well, but lost steam. I dont want to see it closed by nazi Mu.

NSFW:

Just kidding buddy - much love my friend

 

[chuchu]

Why the hell is my nose keep bleeding its been 3 days septum is fine though. My ssri experiment went up in flames as I ran out of escitalopram but it was good kept me clean for about 3 weeks. Lets hope they start a pilot ort program here. Great to be back bl esp OD.

 

[Oxide]

lol@BDP

 

[Captain.Heroin]

What's up ODers? Let's get this social rolling again.. It was going so well, but lost steam. I dont want to see it closed by nazi Mu.

Ahahahahaha. Well done BDP!

How is OD doing?

Why the hell is my nose keep bleeding its been 3 days septum is fine though. My ssri experiment went up in flames as I ran out of escitalopram but it was good kept me clean for about 3 weeks. Lets hope they start a pilot ort program here. Great to be back bl esp OD.

Weird, SSRI's kept you clean for about 3 weeks? Particularly escitalopram?

 

[IndustrialStrength]

As a part of OD I'm doing ok I guess. Plodding along on this taper.
Switching from 100mcg/hr Fent Patches + IV of various opiates on top of it to Methadone at surprisingly low doses was easy enough.
Tapering the methadone down was relatively painless. Even done what I felt was relatively quickly.
Yet after switching over to shorter acting opiates for a bit as I figure that's shorter w/d than straight jump from mdone
I'm having issues with cutting or adjusting to lower doses. The amount of Methadone needed to hold me is not equivalent.
It seems to be much less than the equivalent of say Oxycodone or Morphine over the course of the day.
I think it may be an issue of IR vs ER & the fact that I metabolize quickly & w/d sets in quickly.
I'm hoping that going with a IR in the mornin followed by ER for day/night & gradual reduction of the ER eases the process.
We shall see. It seems to me that regardless of dose reduction w/d's don't improve that much.
Perhaps it's a function of the duration of high dose usage without any breaks to speak of.
Still quite curious how my back is gonna feel when this is all said & done but just can't afford this anymore.

Regardless that's a quick breakdown of how this particular OD'er is doing. Basically browsin BL & blazin a bit.
I've been smoking constantly in an attempt to alleviate some of the boredom since starting to taper.
Though it seems I've become virtually immune from constant usage as with any other substance.
BL & whatever games this old comp will handle & anything to alleviate the boredom.
Would listen to / organize some music but music in general just makes me wanna get high.
Anyways I digress. Off to browse some more threads, see if any questions need answering.
Then perhaps some gamin. Hope everyone else in OD is doing well & having a good day.

 

[Captain.Heroin]

I'm glad to hear from you IndustrialStrength!! :D

I'm blazing a lot too. %)

 

[aveoturbo]

how is the OD socialites tonight?

 

[Tripman]

This thread should be poppin'.

Lift yo game OD.

 

[HdoubleODeezy]

Ever since i left BL this thread hasn't gone anywhere (not saying im the reason it was going good in the first place) but since i said bye to BL it seems to have died down, (i check the site once in a while to see if there are any "hey what happened to..." posts, but nope.) I guess i made the right decision on leaving, i was just wasting my time trying to get a Mod position i will never get. (Tried 5 times).

 

[Tripman]

5 times? Damn.

Cane2theleft failed at least twice in OD and he made admin eventually...

Never give up!

 

[Cane2theLeft]

^ yup. Twice here AND once in HL

Then again, I am no longer an admin so perhaps not the best example Trust me though, HOOD, it's not as fun as you'd imagine. It's kind of nice being able to come and go at my leisure and be able to read the threads I want to and post where I want to now instead of being obligated to read all the boring bullshit and deal with people who are pissed off.

 

[Albion]

It's kinda hard to tell if someone's 'gone' or not immediately. Since someone might go a week, and then pop back later. The great thing about forums is that you can drift in and out as you please. If a chat room is a 5 minute stir fry, then a forum is a low heat oven-baked casserole.

 

[Oxide]

Now that is an analogy I will have to remember.

What's up OD? Making some ISO hash at the moment, always a treat. I have some crappier bubble hash I might bust into a powder and mix in the oil when all is said and done...seems to make the oil easier to mess with.

 

[BrokedownPalace]

What's good fellow ODers? Today's a pretty good day actually. My uncle surprised my Mom yesterday, and bought her a car, since I totalled my mom's last car in September, like a jerk. She now has a really nice 2004 toyota camery, pretty nice. Otherwise, just did 3 bags of dope and a xanax bar, feeling pretty fantastico.

 

[ColombianDopeHead]

HOOD was mad as hell when he aint become mod...
Stopped coming on BL lmao

 

[Tommyboy]

this is the root of my beef with opiates.
well part of why llama=anti opiates.

See I'm the opposite. If I take opiates past like 8PM, I am going to be up all night. I get stimulated from all opiates, even heroin, and then I slowly burn out as the sun comes up. I sit still on amphetamines though, and can't sleep on them either (as to be expected) but they have an actual come down as opposed to just slowly getting less high and/or nodding out with opiates.