amphetamine for me, then opiates... like heroin, but buprenorphine the first time it was amazing railed 4mg before the h days...
amphetamine has me in good..... 100mg a day at least rxed 80 so 240 a month its getting pricey since my insurance dont cover other places besides cvs and dextroamphetamine sulphate (dextrostat) tablets are amazing....
I'm wanting to try meth... once or get desoxyn rxed to me.... fuck it.... i want that glow this shit lacks plus the lesser side effects... im on 90 mg now 60 at 630 30 just recent.... listening to some mcr took phenibut l-theanine and kava 2 grams.... i have no benzos till tomorrow.... im out of bupe too idk how.... i didnt do it all i get 24mg a day, some days ill blow it up my nose and go to the 24-32 max, but over the day, im tapered in all reality basically down to 2mg-4mg a day and one more shot at this... 3 bottles i can get away with making it off but idk if its a good idea to stop i just dont fucking know.... if i start craving and shit (well hell its been 5 days and im just now getting achy and shit, i slept till 530pm from 4am i dosed 1 gram pure phenibut crystals on a couple valium and was fucking koed after taking amp..... im dependent on benzos... addicted to valium its a bliss.... with amphetamine, im a polydrug addict i like benzo opiate weed AMPHETAMINE is the show tho the main one..... so theres people like me who like it all.... i will be taking hopefully my 2mg kpin twice a day correctly and use the ativan i get third party if i want its 60mg a month.... idk... alcohol use to be a issue but ill rarely drink more than a tallcan.... i have no id right now anyways....
edit to the post above....meth is probably the one... i never tried it i want to..... i want pure mdma too but fuck amphetamines in general in high doses still are the devils claws and hook u in so bad... but they do help me..... i do need them... they fix my issues.... but im just idk in need of more cuz 8 yrs abuse/misuse, high dose is needed or i just get nothing or depressed..... so 60 - 40 is a start then 20-40mg reboosters... idk im not tweaking but im just awake its fucking physically addicting idk and dont GIVE A FUCK what others say... u take them 8 years then stop or run out, crave, and try to stay awake... narcolepsy for 2 weeks it was like when i couldnt get the fuckers.... no mattter what i took id fall asleep.... im fucked. i will always have amphetamines in my mind life and blood if possible because they help impulsiveness and family issues but are just addicting as fuck... in general... i cried today until they kicked in.... now im ok.... mid convo with someone my problems all dissapeared... no more tears.... im in a jam right now so i have been not caring as much plus my tolerance is insane.... i use to take 300mg a day fucking a.... wanna play bitches ahhahah... jk... but seriously.... amphetamines are a savior for me and death to us part... i dont mind staying awake a couple days its not like 7 anymore 3 is the most usually these days.... the fucking downers and phenibut overdo it and ko me eventually like last night, 2 days up now ill be up 48 hours i bet... hope three days unless shit is not happening....... either way depends.... i smoke my weed when i get the first chance too..... im a total all or nothing person but this Jam i am in makes me need to taper from bupe maybe because 20 a bottle = too much ill stock up fuck it... i do wanna IM it one time when its able to be done.... im not a iv person.... ived 2 times on bupe good heroin still fucked me up so bad id wake up on the floor... benzos probably added too that shit...