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TripSitterNZ

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had a intense dream where i smoked some weed in it was walking down the street and the dream went into this mega psychedelic trip that was vivid was a bit scary every house was dissolving into energy til everything was just a void of fractals and i was falling through the ground all while some crazy music my mind created was playing which sounded really good yet i can barely bring it back from the dream. After a while of flying around this void that energy was changing constantly i managed to stop myself from moving and ground back into the reality it was crazy that i acutally thought i was in a trip and i must of really fucked up cause this is some psychosis level shit then i promptly walked into this building and there just circles of people on lsd holding hands going on mega trips?

Fucking dreams where you are tripping are truly bizarre and next level. I theorize that when we do dream after tripping a bit recently we are just processing all that energy that was flowing through our mind body and soul. I feel like alot of the messages of the psychedelics trips are waiting for us in the weeks after in our dreams.

Made me realize a good break is needed because that was fucking mental.
 

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Occasionally I have trips in my dreams, one time I even had an ego death and woke up at the peak of it, it was insane, I woke up and shot out of bed and my pupils were dilated for like 5 minutes. I also had a dream where I was smoking salvia and going on these wild, bizarre little mini-trips and then coming out of it and still being in the dream.
 

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Yeah meth is entire worlds better than coke, for sure.

Careful man, it's probably the most addictive drug in the world, psychologically I mean. I haven't even done it all that many times, and it's almost the only drug I ever dream about.
 

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at the start everything is amazing it seems like the solution to life the high is cleaner than any stimulant on the planet but that all fades off into a soul destroying addiction. Some people i know could handle it and never fell into deep use using here and there while most where just consumed by it. A little amount is fine for getting everything done but when it increases to gram a day is totally fried.

Its a slippery slope and alot of people fall into the meth trap from opiate withdrawls to get things done. Stay safe out there Charlie if you are going to use it i would recommend taking long breaks between like months else the power of its addiction can turn into a true beast.
 

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Be careful, mate. Meth is the one drug (including alcohol, though that almost killed me once) that almost brought me to rock bottom and made my life miserable. I had an 8 month stint with it, almost lost my job, almost lost my home, lost mad weight, had a horrible time altogether.

And I was snorting it which isn't as addictive as smoking it.

I avoid it like the plague now. In fact, I'd say it's the reason I no longer have much, if any, interest in stimulants.


......though you're defo a better person than me....I would have had sex with everyone in that room if I was tweaking.
 

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stay safe i remember the first highs of meth is truly on another level, iv meth is extremely addictive but remember if you ever want to quit the world always has 5meo dmt which can wonders for releasing the hold meth can have on us. It can quickly become a whole chasing the high though. Nothing is really as good as the first drug experince of each type i had. from psychedelics to stimulants to mdma.
 

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Careful there, Charlie. Meth is wickedly addictive stuff, especially when people are bringing it to your place and giving it away for, ahem, free.

It's also way worse for your health than opioids. It's a tough one to use responsibly.
 

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hang in their Charlie, Love is a tough game.

I can't believe i missed this video from early last year its between 2017-2018 showing researchers learning about sars at the wuhan lab in it the workers get bitten by a bat some have no PPE when dealing with bat shit and this women who calls herself "bat women" brags about the lax appoarch and claims she the chance of infection is very low

 

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Be careful, mate. Meth is the one drug (including alcohol, though that almost killed me once) that almost brought me to rock bottom and made my life miserable. I had an 8 month stint with it, almost lost my job, almost lost my home, lost mad weight, had a horrible time altogether.

And I was snorting it which isn't as addictive as smoking it.

I avoid it like the plague now. In fact, I'd say it's the reason I no longer have much, if any, interest in stimulants.


......though you're defo a better person than me....I would have had sex with everyone in that room if I was tweaking.

Got head from a couple guys later on but i was on so much drugs, it was difficult to stay hard. Friend gave me ten pack viagra i will use next time but due to fact i was on Meth, GHB, DMT, Ketamine and Heroin i figured it may be unsafe to mix it with all of that stuff. Also my baby moms came over and we are gonna start hooking up again im pretty excited about that it will be fun time she is so wild in bed. We only live really close to eachother also i let her try DMT for the first time and gave her some to keep.

Gonna take aMT at the next one do you guys think it would be safe to mix that with 100mg Viagra?
 

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Got head from a couple guys later on but i was on so much drugs, it was difficult to stay hard. Friend gave me ten pack viagra i will use next time but due to fact i was on Meth, GHB, DMT, Ketamine and Heroin i figured it may be unsafe to mix it with all of that stuff. Also my baby moms came over and we are gonna start hooking up again im pretty excited about that it will be fun time she is so wild in bed. We only live really close to eachother also i let her try DMT for the first time and gave her some to keep.

Gonna take aMT at the next one do you guys think it would be safe to mix that with 100mg Viagra?
Be careful aMT is a Monoamine reuptake inhibitor it would be dangerous to take along side stimulants.
 

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Anybody here hyper sensitive to caffeine. One cup of coffee in the morning and i get pretty wired heavy sweats anxiety and it seems to last in effects for a good 8-10 hours.
I need to quit caffeine. It does literally nothing good for me. Barely gives me motivation even, maybe a tiny tiny bit for like 5-10 minutes but that's it. The rest of the time which is indeed a fucking long time... it's just awakeness, sometimes not even that, like lethargy with my heart and mind racing.

But for some reason... the thought of facing the day without it makes me anxious as well, even though drinking it usually leads to a messy shit within a pretty short time, disappointment at the lack of the actual motivation I was seeking, and then just baseline anxiety the rest of the time...

I did quit for 2 weeks recently and the week after going back to it was a damn productive week. I was like fuck - I've cracked it! But then week after is diminishing returns. Week 3 and fuck this, take 2 ditching that tasty black legally sanctioned crack.

Although people often tout the health benefits of coffee - I have read, without bothering to cite sources but anyone please feel free to - that there is a fair amount of genetic variation in response to caffeine. There are some degrees, but the kind of people who can drink a coffee before bed and be absolutely fine are likely to be fast metabolisers for whom coffee has significant health benefits - within reason. Those who react very strongly to caffeine are likely to be "slow metabolisers", and excess consumption (more than even a cup a day, possibly) no doubt still get nutrient benefits and whatnot but also can predispose themselves to certain types of heart disease or other maladies.

I feel I should double check this data, I might be slightly off, but, I'm sure that's roughly accurate. Anyway, day 1 no caffeine. Woop.
 

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I need to quit caffeine. It does literally nothing good for me. Barely gives me motivation even, maybe a tiny tiny bit for like 5-10 minutes but that's it. The rest of the time which is indeed a fucking long time... it's just awakeness, sometimes not even that, like lethargy with my heart and mind racing.

But for some reason... the thought of facing the day without it makes me anxious as well, even though drinking it usually leads to a messy shit within a pretty short time, disappointment at the lack of the actual motivation I was seeking, and then just baseline anxiety the rest of the time...

I did quit for 2 weeks recently and the week after going back to it was a damn productive week. I was like fuck - I've cracked it! But then week after is diminishing returns. Week 3 and fuck this, take 2 ditching that tasty black legally sanctioned crack.

Although people often tout the health benefits of coffee - I have read, without bothering to cite sources but anyone please feel free to - that there is a fair amount of genetic variation in response to caffeine. There are some degrees, but the kind of people who can drink a coffee before bed and be absolutely fine are likely to be fast metabolisers for whom coffee has significant health benefits - within reason. Those who react very strongly to caffeine are likely to be "slow metabolisers", and excess consumption (more than even a cup a day, possibly) no doubt still get nutrient benefits and whatnot but also can predispose themselves to certain types of heart disease or other maladies.

I feel I should double check this data, I might be slightly off, but, I'm sure that's roughly accurate. Anyway, day 1 no caffeine. Woop.
yeah i feel so scattered by the end of the night idk why i even started drinking it again. usually just end up with alot of nauesa having to take 3 shits a day and sweating like a pig while anxious and the motivation its not even enough for me to get focused on my topics i need to relearn for study. I have some ritalin lying around which i know would be very good for getting some stuff done but reusing stimulants after quitting them is a slippery slope.

Its hard to find discipline without that added chemical help to get stuff done. Will have to seriously find some motivation and stop fucking around asap have a month left before i will be doing post graduate chemisty.

Caffeine gives me bad leg cramps aswell, Nasty migraines and my urine and shits smell like strong coffee.
 

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I tried doing the whole eliminating the morning coffee thing several years back but all it did was rob me of one the few things I actually looked forward to when waking up in the morning.
 

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Be careful aMT is a Monoamine reuptake inhibitor it would be dangerous to take along side stimulants.

Im just gonna use the aMT with Viagra and probably smoke DMT throughout the trip to kick it up into higher gear. I'm not gonna do Meth again for awhile probably few weeks or month it's not going to be a priority. I'm gonna tell my roomate he can't mix it with it and if he thinks he cant do that he probably shouldn't use it. I know that I'm gonna have the willpower I quit doing Dope on the regular for periods all the time and I have even more control with stimulants. I'm not gonna make a habit of it somebody offered me that and different person Crack tonight and I said no...someone else Heroin and I would have done that but I passed out sitting up after being awake for days.

Just tucking myself in bed now have stomach ache not sure if it's from so much GHB or lack of food but I'm taking a break from everything but Opioids. I'd fallen asleep after my last dose of GHB and slept almost 4 hours hope that wasn't rebound effect I dosed all day for couple days straight took close to 14-15mls it would take way more to get addicted I'd assume. I'm not waking up my roomate for more I drank half his vial but he likes watching me on it I kinda sit there just rubbing my legs and etc... I deff get sorta hyper sexualized, lol.
I tried doing the whole eliminating the morning coffee thing several years back but all it did was rob me of one the few things I actually looked forward to when waking up in the morning.

I stopped drinking it daily as well but now when I do I feel it extra strong when indo have it and towards the end I had tolerance and it didn't have much effect. So I don't think that's all bad quitting honestly I just bought some at the foodstore recently but I probably drink it twice a week.

~Charlie
 
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