Hylight
Bluelighter
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- Jan 4, 2019
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AwwweIm not joking with the coming to America
everytime
AwwweIm not joking with the coming to America
Sending love, and that soft place that most of the time seems to good to be true, and surprises you when you even remember it.I feel just awful. The inside of my head is broken. And I need prayers badly. Or something. Maybe I could take baby aspirin.
I'm just done with everything.
Decisions my friend. Is that expensive meth even worth it?It’s almost 3 months since I quit my anti-psychotics and a month since I relapsed on meth. I’m starting to hallucinate but not in a scary way. I probably should shut this whole thing down by going back on my meds but I lose so much of myself when I am on them.
I’ve had some wild orgies that were well worth the pricey drugs that fuelled them - but they are starting to get boring now too. I definitely want to get sober but I’d like to do it without psychiatric drugs stealing my soul.Decisions my friend. Is that expensive meth even worth it?
Thank You for the poem !Its funny how You once thought i wanted to control you
High light
Is the time right
Hear the bum saying how its Still too Tight
Oh right
So kind blow my mind
Tripping on moon light with the moon shine in the right time
It will come for the bum
The Lady will be first in line
For the act of oh my god
You werent lying she came three times
Using four fingers on the girl with free mind
Like in past times saying oh right
Take me by Hand gon be alright
I promise it will be More than fine
For the sake of You my soul is fine