Thattomguy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 19, 2020
- Messages
- 70
Omg I'm so scared that I'll never be back to feeling the world around me and feeling motivation/purpose for doing things. I want to look in the mirror and think something about my appearance. Want to be able to think things and convey my emotions through my eyes and body language. I feel like I'm no one. I'm really afraid this is just me now, cause I remember feeling out of it after psychosis and being disoriented. I'm at a little over 5 months. I'm starting to talk a tiny bit, but i don't have much to say. This feeling is so undescribable, no matter what I do i can't ignore it. It's hell. Looking for light at the end of the tunnel. I'm so sorry if this is what you guys are going through. When I was first off and taking risperidone i was stomping my foot and pacing around like a mad man. Could hardly come out of my bedroom for the first couple months. I'm suffering from anehodnia, no motivation, difficulty concentrating, can't set a task in my head, don't feel my surroundings, can't express emotion as i want to. I'm so scared.