@8thday: I would not use my lack of sleep as an example. Everyone is different plus I've struggled with chronic insomnia for years. Honestly, when not dealing with the other hell of WD, I actually function pretty well on 4 or 5 hours of sleep if it is continuous. My sleep doc said it was hereditary, which makes sense because my mother does not need much sleep and I don't think her father ever slept. It's the 1 hour here, 2 hours there that really messes with me. If you have not struggled with sleep issues in the past, I'm sure your natural patterns will return eventually.
Where I am at with the recovery, though, most of the other horrible symptoms have passed, so at least all I have to deal with is the insomnia. Based on my last WD, it took almost three months for me to get back to my normal 4-6 hours of sleep. It started improving around 60 days and there were good nights and bad ones in between. But, there people on the forum who say they were sleeping good at 30 days and others who say it took many months. I know it's not a great answer, but it will happen when your brain is ready for sleep again. As 10YearsGone suggested you may want to consider finding some relief at this point. And, as I noted above and based on your last post regarding the MS, you may want to get in to see your doctor and discuss it. Not sure of you relationship with your doc, but if you don't want to go into the whole addiction thing, you could just tell him you are suffering from intense insomnia and see what he says. BTW, very impressive that you were able to run even in pain--as I've said, you have inner strength and determination. Use it to beat this and take back your life.
Re: the plane...Actually it is more of a kit and needs a lot of love. It's more than a weekend project...Thing is in pieces but everything is there and seems structurally sound, so we will see. Guy just wanted it to go away so I got it cheap. Honestly, at this point in my WD, the project seems like a huge undertaking and I can't even picture having the energy to work on it--but I know the motivation and excitement will come back--it did last time. I think my wife was actually surprised that I wanted to get it. She said it seemed like the kind of weird project I used to work on all the time. She's right, I was forever doing something nutty or building things with the kids when they were younger. Just another reminder of how the tea took over my life and changed me, I guess.
Where I am at with the recovery, though, most of the other horrible symptoms have passed, so at least all I have to deal with is the insomnia. Based on my last WD, it took almost three months for me to get back to my normal 4-6 hours of sleep. It started improving around 60 days and there were good nights and bad ones in between. But, there people on the forum who say they were sleeping good at 30 days and others who say it took many months. I know it's not a great answer, but it will happen when your brain is ready for sleep again. As 10YearsGone suggested you may want to consider finding some relief at this point. And, as I noted above and based on your last post regarding the MS, you may want to get in to see your doctor and discuss it. Not sure of you relationship with your doc, but if you don't want to go into the whole addiction thing, you could just tell him you are suffering from intense insomnia and see what he says. BTW, very impressive that you were able to run even in pain--as I've said, you have inner strength and determination. Use it to beat this and take back your life.
Re: the plane...Actually it is more of a kit and needs a lot of love. It's more than a weekend project...Thing is in pieces but everything is there and seems structurally sound, so we will see. Guy just wanted it to go away so I got it cheap. Honestly, at this point in my WD, the project seems like a huge undertaking and I can't even picture having the energy to work on it--but I know the motivation and excitement will come back--it did last time. I think my wife was actually surprised that I wanted to get it. She said it seemed like the kind of weird project I used to work on all the time. She's right, I was forever doing something nutty or building things with the kids when they were younger. Just another reminder of how the tea took over my life and changed me, I guess.