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When will I feel normal

Time to taper down Yuba, really make an effort to keep the dose at a more therapeutic level. Snorting Lyrica isn't healthy for you, please please be more careful with your health.

I worry about you, as does your family, and would hate for anything to happen to you, and you've come such a long way.

Plus I'm looking forward to your vow renewal and meeting your lovely family.

Try to be more kind and patient with yourself.
As always, feel free to pm me.

Hang in there my friend,
love and support to you,
your friend,
Ash.
 
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S&Em said:
You've got this Yuba. I've followed your thread and I'm trying to get back on subs after fucking up and no one know it this past weekend. You can do it! At least you still have some one by your side.
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Get on those subs mate don't think to much about fucking up.I have realised since being on here staying clean is hard as fuck but at least we
 
EPL1 said:
Time to taper down Yuba, really make an effort to keep the dose at a more therapeutic level. Snorting Lyrica isn't healthy for you, please please be more careful with your health.

I worry about you, as does your family, and would hate for anything to happen to you, and you've come such a long way.

Plus I'm looking forward to your vow renewal and meeting your lovely family.

Try to be more kind and patient with yourself.
As always, feel free to pm me.

Hang in there my friend,
love and support to you,
your friend,
Ash.
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Thanks ash I going to do it.Most of yesterday was spent thinking before my detox I should have tried the needle and get the best buzz.Stupid thoughts but I be honest.Other then yesterday my heroin cravings have been minimal.I am looking forward to meeting you but not the fucking vows.My wife really into it so will play the game smile have all the Punjabi elders thinking wtf are these two doing.Fuck them this the least I can do fo4 her but no fucking way am I writing my own vows.She has mentioned it if that the case I'll just repeat a few lines from songs.How you doing ash any improvement with pain issues.
 
yubacity said:
Thanks ash I going to do it.Most of yesterday was spent thinking before my detox I should have tried the needle and get the best buzz.Stupid thoughts but I be honest.Other then yesterday my heroin cravings have been minimal.I am looking forward to meeting you but not the fucking vows.My wife really into it so will play the game smile have all the Punjabi elders thinking wtf are these two doing.Fuck them this the least I can do fo4 her but no fucking way am I writing my own vows.She has mentioned it if that the case I'll just repeat a few lines from songs.How you doing ash any improvement with pain issues.
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I can totally relate to the stupid junkie logic our minds can come up with in sobriety. Trust me though mate, you should consider yourself lucky that your wife made you promise that you never went onto the needle. When I was just a smoker my addiction was so much more manageable - the first time I pinned my habit skyrocketed and my life spun out of control. I've had like 10 infected abscesses, any one of which could have gone gangrenous and killed me, I've lost sensation in the fingers on my right hand, my veins are so fucked that even nurses & doctors really struggle to draw my blood, and I'm just lucky I stopped before I progressed to shooting into my groin (which I actually tried to do a couple of times but thankfully never hit it). Count yourself lucky you stayed on the foil brother.

Dude, I'm kind of confused about you & lyrica. You talk about wanting to stop but seem to talk about it as if it's something you have no control over. What do you want your usage of lyrica to be? Do you want to stop?? Hope you're staying strong man.
 
How you doing bruv hope your good.Tell you what the promise to wife saved me from what you want through.It was fucking hard because smoking gear was not hiting the spot anymore was taking a lot before I felt good.Watching my pal do it was so tempting.This fucking lyrica taper already fucked was meant to do 600 mg today already 4 300mg capsule done will have to just stop tommorow.Thinking of doing poppy pods for the anxiety but worried because even a few days on it gives me a minor wd.Just gonna have to flush the capsules no other way.My upper eye kid swells up when I do to much lyrica and it has now.Bruv any advice what to do taper or stop.Got a couple days before we go holiday can't be in a lyrica depression during it.Lyruca is fucking me up my memory is shot I talk shit and my wife knows something's up she so happy with me being clean. Why can't I be satisfied with a beautiful wife lovely kids I should not need anything more.Im shitting it about a lyrica come down.Fuck me bruv first had fear of heroin detox now lyrica.Im smoking weed trying to fill a need that heroin sorted but weed can't compete
 
Fuck it gonna flush them now will keep one strip of 7 300 mg capsules fuck pharmaceuticals
 
This has really pissed me of sitting here worried about another wd.Blessing is only smashed them for 10 days.When I did it for a few months that was a fucked up wd
 
If I were you I'd flush them all except what you need for a taper. Then if you decide to splurge and get high again you will only be fucking yourself over but at least you can't go back then, so you're forcing yourself to make a change.
 
Rio Fantastic said:
If I were you I'd flush them all except what you need for a taper. Then if you decide to splurge and get high again you will only be fucking yourself over but at least you can't go back then, so you're forcing yourself to make a change.
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Told my wife about my pregab stash.She made me give them to her she going to 600 mg today 300 tommorow and 150 mg Friday before we go.I feel relived it's not in my control now.Its 6 in the morning feel like one now but if I wake her up she gonna think what a junkie.Gave her a cuddle see if any chance of morning sex she not responsive.I liked the lowered sex drive I had on gear made my life easier.Im in a good mood today her friend coming around she wants to learn how to cook a curry from me.This women is fit proper banging and she has told my wife her husband not pleasing her in the bedroom.These lyrica are making me horney as fuck my wife caught me looking at porn yesterday.Well let's start this taper get up knock one out and shower.
 
That's 3 English people I taught how to cook Punjabi food.I should start charging
 
Wife gave me one 300 mg snorted half ate the rest.Its been 3 hours 8 feel fuck all.No way would I have the will power to taper if I still had the pregabs in my possession.
 
And thats ok.

I'm glad she's helping you, you have a very supportive and non judgmental wife yuba. You guys will get through this.

Proud of you, as always. And here for you anytime.

Hugs,
your friend,
Ash.

yubacity said:
Wife gave me one 300 mg snorted half ate the rest.Its been 3 hours 8 feel fuck all.No way would I have the will power to taper if I still had the pregabs in my possession.
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How you doing my friend what you been up to. I just got hold of some cannabis oil from my friend will be taking that if I get anxiety from stopping lyrica.Took rio's advice to flush my codeine tablets.My wife's friend came round yesterday to learn how to cook lamb curry she is banging.She very touchy when she talks hand on shoulder touch hand.Normally I would have a little flirt when wife not there.Not this time fuck me I have done well yesterday.keep well my friend have a good time
 
yubacity said:
How you doing my friend what you been up to. I just got hold of some cannabis oil from my friend will be taking that if I get anxiety from stopping lyrica.Took rio's advice to flush my codeine tablets.My wife's friend came round yesterday to learn how to cook lamb curry she is banging.She very touchy when she talks hand on shoulder touch hand.Normally I would have a little flirt when wife not there.Not this time fuck me I have done well yesterday.keep well my friend have a good time
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keep making good decisions man. do you and your wife have an open relationship ?
 
Rio Fantastic said:
keep making good decisions man. do you and your wife have an open relationship ?
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How you doing mate.We don't have a open relationship I'm just always horny.I not cheated on wife for years I could just about sleep with wife while on gear.Wont ever cheat on wife again she won't take that happening now and I wouldn't do it either.But I still think about it all the time that's I I preferred no sex drive on gear.
 
This cannabis oil is so good wish I knew about it after detox.Yesterday did no lyrica the oil kept anxiety to normal levels and last night gave me a deep sleep today will take 300 mg of lyrica then that's done should have a minimal wd if that.Think I might have dodged a lyrica wd bullet.Will come back from holiday and flush the rest no high is worth the lyrica wd and plus wife be happy.
 
Rio and ash keep well and stay on the right path I'll talk to you guys in a couple of weeks.
 
Well I'm of on holiday wife got a smile a mile wide.Nervous going somewhere with no dealers I know no access to drugs might be the break I need.
 
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