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Aw man, kittens are the cutest things that exist. I love kittens so much, I bet that little one will bring you guys a lot of smiles. :)

My boy kitty absolutely loves and adores me but he's never really cared about anyone else much. Finally, after 4 years, he adores my girlfriend too, though. In fact he prefers to snuggle with her most of the time. It's SO FUCKING CUTE, she's over the moon about him now, he can be kind of annoying unless he loves you, and then he's so amazingly sweet and such a good companion that it becomes endearing instead of annoying. It really warms my heart to see. < 3
 
He is doing great, I'm in love with this little guy <3

Been working alot this week. Going on vacation for the weekend coming up. Rented a room at a Casino down in Atlantic City. Probably do a bit of gambling and spend some time in the pool. Going to be eating some psychedelic mushrooms which will be interesting. Just a musuem dose for me and my girl, around 1.2 grams each. I'm not gonna take any Bupe at all on the day i trip.

Get the most out of them, probably get a little freaky with my girl after the peak. I love fucking her while I'm on shrooms. The climax is incredibly euphoric.
 
I lack empathy for opioid addicts. I feel bad about not caring but I still don't feel the sympathy.

I mean if you were seriously been injured and in pain and then get hooked. I understand that.

I've taken vicodin, sniffed hydromorphone, and codeine. It's very easy to get off. I guess what I'm getting at is what's the point of the high if you cant handle the low?? That's like the best part. Pain makes life worthwhile. Just some herb thoughts.
 
hey sorry not to be here more often, miss you guys, <3 you guys

running a chatserver now on discord focused on mostly growing plants and fungi (actually mostly focused on gourmet mushrooms and doing it professionally and less about the druggy ethnobotany/ethnomycology as you might expect hehe)

what did i miss
 
Heeyyy Solipsis ! I'd been wondering how you've been. How are those gourmet fungi going? You still working in that art workshop?


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I lack empathy for opioid addicts. I feel bad about not caring but I still don't feel the sympathy.

I mean if you were seriously been injured and in pain and then get hooked. I understand that.

I've taken vicodin, sniffed hydromorphone, and codeine. It's very easy to get off. I guess what I'm getting at is what's the point of the high if you cant handle the low?? That's like the best part. Pain makes life worthwhile. Just some herb thoughts.
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Well, that's extremely narrow-minded. Being an addict it's not about the high and lows. It's got a lot more to do with your specific psychological and social conditions. Isolation and stress/depression, for example, makes you more prone to addiction. It's not about "not handling" the drugs. It's got a lot more to do with what you need to deal with in life. There may be points where you just don't care about the outcome of your decisions, and you end up in self destructive cycles. Of course, that's describing just one of the many different possible mind-frames that could lead you to addiction. That you don't see the allure of opiates means nothing about what addiction is and how it can happen. Experiences between individuals are always different. And even if we talk about the same individual, experiences vary in your chronology. What doesn't bring you down now, could destroy you in another moment of your life. The self is dynamic too.

I think it's pretty narrow minded to disregard addicts basically saying something like: "PPFF, fucking whimps. Opiates don't even feel that good anyway". Each of our personal stories are different. Each of our minds are different. Each of our bodies are different.
 
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I was just thinking about you yesterday, Soli. :) How's it going?

I've got the flu, so annoying. Complete with body aches and light fever, fortunately no throwing up though. 2 nights ago was my guitar player's birthday and we have a yearly tradition of doing a "birthday jam" on that date with the band, and I was starting to feel kinda sick but I couldn't miss it... partied a bit, got pretty drunk, that probably didn't help.

NewFaceSameTripper said:
I lack empathy for opioid addicts. I feel bad about not caring but I still don't feel the sympathy.

I mean if you were seriously been injured and in pain and then get hooked. I understand that.

I've taken vicodin, sniffed hydromorphone, and codeine. It's very easy to get off. I guess what I'm getting at is what's the point of the high if you cant handle the low?? That's like the best part. Pain makes life worthwhile. Just some herb thoughts.
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Well you're a lucky one then. Tons of people I know from here and in my real life have been or are addicted to opiates and some have died from it. I was addicted to opiates for 10 years. If you've never been addicted to opiates, then you don't know what it's like. It's vastly different from feeling a little low after you feel high, when you're not addicted.

If you have a curious mind and want to understand a little better, you could read this trip report I wrote... it's basically a description of the entirety of my 10 years of being addicted to opiates. I started typing more here but I already said it a lot better in this thread: https://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/835049-Opiates-Retrospective-Description-of-the-Opiate-High
 
Hope everyone is well! Just came to say MDMA is a wonderful substance and I finally have my best friend back. I had a bad day yesterday, left work at lunch and went straight to his place after having a shower. Chilled with my two friends that I hadn't seen in a year, we all had some LSD at around 6pm and I passed around 150mg of MDMA to everyone at around midnight. As soon as that first rush came we both opened up and buried the hatchet. In fact, it was like we'd never stopped hanging out when he answered the door but we were both obviously avoiding talking about what happened a year ago. When that first rush came we started talking about it and we got probably weeks of discussion done in the span of 30 minutes. Ended up hanging around til 3am just enjoying the roll then came home. Got to drive in the snow to cap off the night (I love driving in the snow).

I'm so happy to have my best friend back.
 
NewFaceSameTripper said:
I lack empathy for opioid addicts. I feel bad about not caring but I still don't feel the sympathy.

I mean if you were seriously been injured and in pain and then get hooked. I understand that.

I've taken vicodin, sniffed hydromorphone, and codeine. It's very easy to get off. I guess what I'm getting at is what's the point of the high if you cant handle the low?? That's like the best part. Pain makes life worthwhile. Just some herb thoughts.
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. Lacknof empathy for others is semmingly indicative of lack of self empathy.

I could list more than a handful of opiates Ive done. It was easy to quite because I decided not to be addicted. Its easy when you are allready enamoured of the death path of banging heroin. I decided I didnt want to shoot heroin and go to orison and die. If I had used a needle once ever though....

Just be grateful you feel this way and try and find empathy for those that dont



On another note. I am waiting on some magnetite for making a meow kettle. I have been reading s lot about a lot of things, and this sounds beneficial and fun. Also a water vortex magnetizer and a set of magnets and book from biomagscience . Ive got a lot of half healed painful stuff, and it seems legit enough for me. Honestly, at this point, if mainstream science calls it quackery thats a good enough cosign for me that it works.

I read a quote fromsome CIA clown fuck the other day that said " You will know the disinformation campaign is complete when everything the American people believe is a lie."

On that note I have had to seriously reevaluate my opinion on Trump. With the FBI coup shit everywhere... If the traitor fucks want the President dead... Again thats a huge cosign for me. They tried to kill Reagen so Bush and the CIA could take over. They killed Kennedy because he warned us about the secret societie. He was implementing treasury notes backed by silver. Actual money with actual value. Among other things for the good.of the people. Ive actaully paid attention and read a lot recently, and the WH and Trump talk a whole lot about human trafficking and slavery. Could there be a reason everything in the news is so negative. They say Russian meddling. All i see is Russia Nd China trading in Gold, and Russia saying fu k the petroollar.

Ask Gaddafi how saying fuck the petrodollar went. What happened to all Libyas gold

On another note, does anyone realize how fucking big Africa is? There is a website that shows its true size. Shit is monstrous... Should make you think.
 
Careful, man, that line of thought ("I don't trust society so whatever society is against I now automatically believe in") is dangerous. I don't trust mainstream media/the powers that be either, but it doesn't mean everything they oppose is in our best interests, either. And "mainstream science" may have an agenda sometimes, but it's also contributed to by countless people who only want what's best for society, and it's built on the work done by many centuries of previous work. Mainstream science has given us most of what we have and take for granted, and increased our life expectancy massively, and drastically reduced the incidence of previously common and horrible diseases (and actually wiped out some like smallpox). Not to mention given us psychedelic drugs. It would be foolish to disregard it all simply because you think some people have an agenda (and yes, clearly some people do). It's not like all mainstream scientists across the world are part of some secret cabal intent on nefarious purposes.
 
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Meh. Look into the vast paradigm shift in medicine caused by John D Rockefeller , Andrew Carnegie and the Flexner Report. You claim our science is built on centuries of work, but its not. It started in the kate 1800s. Most true science is suppressed. Willhem Reich, Royal Rife are just two of many with real cures for cancer etc who were suppressed and met questionable ends. Look into Rockefeller, JP Morgan and Dale Carnegie purchasing controlling shares of IG Farben. The German chemical comoany that supplied the Zyklon B gas that murdered all the undesirables in WW2.

As far as wiping out smallpox... I dont buy it. Proper sanitation and plumbing has done more to prevent disease than anything science has given us.


Why do we purchase cereal from a company founded by a self admitted eugenicist, John Harvey Kellog? I could go on and on.

Of course there are genuine people involved in science. It doesnt matter too much if our entire paradigm of learning is extremely limited. All I can say is 99.9% of an atom is "unknown. 99.9% of everything is considered unknowable. Most of us here have seen things that lend us the knowing of a bit of that 99.9%> So why should I believe anything someone tells me that does not take into account the 99.9% of everything that is "unknown"? I cant and I wont. That is my personal choice.
 
You're right, it is absolutely your choice. I've talked to a good number of people who share your view or something very similar.
 
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Well, that's extremely narrow-minded. Being an addict it's not about the high and lows. It's got a lot more to do with your specific psychological and social conditions. Isolation and stress/depression, for example, makes you more prone to addiction. It's not about "not handling" the drugs. It's got a lot more to do with what you need to deal with in life. There may be points where you just don't care about the outcome of your decisions, and you end up in self destructive cycles. Of course, that's describing just one of the many different possible mind-frames that could lead you to addiction. That you don't see the allure of opiates means nothing about what addiction is and how it can happen. Experiences between individuals are always different. And even if we talk about the same individual, experiences vary in your chronology. What doesn't bring you down now, could destroy you in another moment of your life. The self is dynamic too.

I think it's pretty narrow minded to disregard addicts basically saying something like: "PPFF, fucking whimps. Opiates don't even feel that good anyway". Each of our personal stories are different. Each of our minds are different. Each of our bodies are different.
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I'll agree its narrow minded. But when you're surrounded by users. Watching people steal from their own family. Uncle committed suicide, HS friends committing suicide. Just the utter lieing. J had my cousin come over because she was going down that path and I just wanted to connect or whatever. So were just smoking a bowl talking about life. Then invites her friends over. I said it's cool as long as the same rule that applies to you applies to them. No opioids in my place. Looks me dead in the eye and says don't worry I'll make sure.

Her and her friend in plain sight of me starting trading xanax for vicodin. I'm just like I can fucking see what you're doing. You guys gotta bounce.

Didnt mean to come off so rude with the first post I was blunted.
 
Yeah, when your close ones start going down the path of self-destruction, it's easy to feel frustrated with them. I can relate to that. I've had friends struggle with such behavior for many years. The thing is, if you care about them, only love and support can get them out of there. I also know that sometimes empathy and support isn't enough, and that's were things get really frustrating. Still, I would never think of them as lesser humans. I know that's not what you were trying to say, but it kinda came across like that. Sorry for being moralizing on my last post. You are right in that ultimately it's a matter of will and self-control, but for some people that's fucking hard, specially once you get into the habit.
 
I can understand, too, especially if you've never been there yourself. It's so hard to watch people you love go down a hard path, especially one that ultimately was their own choice to go down. No worries man, I'm sorry you've had opiates cause so much damage in your life to people around you. And I'm so thankful I got past them years ago.

I had a dream just now before I woke up... my ex called me and asked if I could come over to her mom's place... somehow her mom lived in this shitty little apartment in my town. I went over and her mom was clearly all methed out (in real life this would never happen). My ex didn't know what to do and just wanted my help. I went around the apartment cleaning up and talking to her mom, who was telling stories of an abusive meth-head boyfriend. I went around and covertly threw away the drugs around the apartment while my ex talked to her mom. She was really grateful and it felt good to do. Afterwards she apologized for all the divorce stuff and told me she just felt really rejected but she would sign the property settlement agreement now and we don't have to go to court and she wouldn't try to take anything from me. I felt so relieved and the animosity I feel towards her melted away, and I was glad I could help. Then I woke up... and wished it hadn't been a dream.
 
Well I was going to have band practice with the new band today, but instead they booked a surprise gig in a town an hour north for tonight, so it's going to be a "rehearsal show" instead. hehe. 2 new members, me and an even newer bass player. It'll be an adventure. I have played one show with them so far, it went fine, but I don't know the material real well yet. Still I'm excited, only a little nervous. :)

This band plays a lot of shows. I can tell they're hoping I'll be able to eventually go on the road with them, even though I said that's not feasible for my situation. I can take vacation days here and there, and like, playing an hour away is fine, but when they go on the road for a month to the northeast and stuff like that I just can't get the time off work. But that's cool, hopefully they'll want to keep me around even though I won't always be able to play with them. )
 
58 hour work week finally over. Gonna just chill no tripping or drinking. There's a WRX that's for sale that's clean and I want it so imma try an see it. It apparently already has a buyer waiting on financing descion. They also have an STi but the miles are a tad on the high side for its year but looks super clean BUT there are mods:/ worth checking out atleast.

Also gonna hit up the gun range. It's been a minute.

Hope everybody has a chill weekend
 
Well man that was fun. So we drove an hour north to another city and played at this shitty punk diver bar. We were ready to play by 9:30 but the guy was like no, you have to wait til 10:30. And then play a 35-40 minute set, then the main band can start. People should start to get here at 11:30 or so. We were like... okay so basically the idea is no one sees us? But it was cool because it was my second show with them and we have a new bass player who hasn't played any shows with us. So we played, and the only people there were the other band, and their sax player sat in with us for the whole set. And then they were pissed off for the whole situation. It was weird, when we started, the guy closed the front door so no one could hear it... it felt like eh just wanted to go home. So the other band just left afterwards, they didn't consider it worth even playing. And they still made us stop after 40 minutes even knowing that, even though people started to show up and this regular guy was pissed off and was yelling at them. It was a strange situation but we still got paid, and we played a good show. And then had a really fun ride home and hung out at the house afterwards.

I also found out we're playing at 2 festivals this summer including one that I really love. So I am going to make sure to use my vacation days to play as many shows as I can with them this year. So much fun, really cool guys, my face hurts from laughing so much. :)

Damn NFST, that's a lot of work hours! I need to buy a car in a few months when I get my license back. I've only ever had Acuras (2 Integras and a TL)... I don't expect to get another one but I need to make sure it's a stick shift because... I just do.
 
Yeah man it's been crazy. 6 day work weeks and over 8 hours each day except Friday just 4 hours. Understaffed.

And hell yeah bro gotta go manual. I've never owned an auto. First car was a 5 speed Plymouth laser 1.8l slow asf but was fun. Followed by a 5 speed Infiniti g20t. Then I copped a 02 wrx. Now I'm in a 6 speed maxima. Gonna pushing the clutch till my left leg gives out! Haha
 
My friend had a 6 speed Maxima. I've only ever had manuals, too. I feel in love with the first Acura, it was a black 91 Integra with automatic seatbelts. I wasn't planning on driving stick and I was 16 and had just gotten my license, but I learned and after killing it about a hundred times in the first 2 weeks I've never regretted it.
 
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