SarahClarky24
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Sep 27, 2015
- Messages
- 7
This is ForEverAfter.
I've been banned for trying to leave the only way I know how.
This forum has contributed to my drug use and it hasn't prevented much harm.
I'm not saying that it doesn't have the potential to reduce harm in others.
But, for me, it is a way to justify drug abuse.
I've justified drug use by writing trip reports many times.
I've justified my use, too, by comparing myself to others.
...
Now, I'm getting clean.
I separated myself from a lot of people in the physical world.
But, for some reason, I can't cancel my account.
I couldn't even request a 6 month ban...
It's better for me to not be here, I think.
This site is hurting me. So, what's the reason for this?
I don't get it. Why can't I leave?
I've been banned for trying to leave the only way I know how.
This forum has contributed to my drug use and it hasn't prevented much harm.
I'm not saying that it doesn't have the potential to reduce harm in others.
But, for me, it is a way to justify drug abuse.
I've justified drug use by writing trip reports many times.
I've justified my use, too, by comparing myself to others.
...
Now, I'm getting clean.
I separated myself from a lot of people in the physical world.
But, for some reason, I can't cancel my account.
I couldn't even request a 6 month ban...
It's better for me to not be here, I think.
This site is hurting me. So, what's the reason for this?
I don't get it. Why can't I leave?