Ok started the night with a joint. Added 20mg Zolpidem (intranasally) and 50mg codeine (orally) along with a shot of vodka. Wasn't satisfied with the effects so plugged another 200mg codeine dissolved in tap water shortly thereafter. Grabbed a beer and went upstairs to my pc. Oh I also downed a very strong coffee with lots of flavored sugar and coacoa.
I sometimes work as a webcam boy for the hell of it. I get very good feedback on the site I'm working for which always gives a very reliable ego boost when I'm feeling bad! But being scared my dick would let me down on that many drugs I'm not used to, I ate an estimated amount of 50-100mg sildenafil from a 10g back that I tore open for this special occasion.
So I sat in front of the cam, naked (which isn't even allowed in public mode), starteed to feel more and more fucked up. At some point I realized I am not only shaking pretty hard, but also am getting very very sick and dizzy.
When people started asking me if everything's alright it was already too late, I had to lie down on my bed, managed to turn the camera around, so people could follow my exhibitionistic personalities illdoings.
Ok, I'll make it short from here on, I got REALLY WEIRD effects then that I didn't expect at all. I actually started hallucinatung people around me. It was a lot like coming back from k hole in public only that there were no people around at all. I TALKED to them though and had to realize I'm alone afterwards, just to forget about it again and continue talking to them.
Oh yeah the puking part, I puked a couple of times into my trashcan, relaxed for an hour or so. Then switched off the webcam and logged out of the webcam sex site (Actually had a couple of customers who left pretty soon when they realized I'm not moving anymore :D ), went to brush my teeth which was quiet difficult. Then passed out in bed. Woke up 7 hours later, unable to sleep more.
Now I'm worried if I did something stupid last night. lol
crOOk
I sometimes work as a webcam boy for the hell of it. I get very good feedback on the site I'm working for which always gives a very reliable ego boost when I'm feeling bad! But being scared my dick would let me down on that many drugs I'm not used to, I ate an estimated amount of 50-100mg sildenafil from a 10g back that I tore open for this special occasion.
So I sat in front of the cam, naked (which isn't even allowed in public mode), starteed to feel more and more fucked up. At some point I realized I am not only shaking pretty hard, but also am getting very very sick and dizzy.
When people started asking me if everything's alright it was already too late, I had to lie down on my bed, managed to turn the camera around, so people could follow my exhibitionistic personalities illdoings.
Ok, I'll make it short from here on, I got REALLY WEIRD effects then that I didn't expect at all. I actually started hallucinatung people around me. It was a lot like coming back from k hole in public only that there were no people around at all. I TALKED to them though and had to realize I'm alone afterwards, just to forget about it again and continue talking to them.
Oh yeah the puking part, I puked a couple of times into my trashcan, relaxed for an hour or so. Then switched off the webcam and logged out of the webcam sex site (Actually had a couple of customers who left pretty soon when they realized I'm not moving anymore :D ), went to brush my teeth which was quiet difficult. Then passed out in bed. Woke up 7 hours later, unable to sleep more.
Now I'm worried if I did something stupid last night. lol
crOOk
