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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

Oh man, I'd cut off and eat my own penis to get hold of some high-dose poppy pod tea! And combined with salvia? That would quite simply rock my socks.
 
Pot and beer earlier tonight. Right now I'm high on 150mg dxm, the very, very last of my benzo stash (30mg diazepam that I'd nearly forgotton about washed down with some beer) and some gbl. Light headed, fuzzy and lost.
 
40 mg of methadone to make up for all the oxys i wont be taking tonight, or any night for the next 10 days at least :( Oh well, at least the dones will keep the wd monster away...
 
I wnt out to huff ether and I think I almost died. Maybe I am dead. I saw hell and almost ended up there forever. I was huffing and ended up with mouth on the ether soaked rag nearly unconscious.

I saw god or something that I can never understand. (actually at least two god like entities. One male one female) saved me from the hell. Not a firey hell but something that is still very bad.

I hope I am not permanently damaged. I may never trip again. I just hope things return to normal. I'll definately write a trip report. Still very high and shaken up
 
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da-amn tryptamine dreamer!!!! :\
hey ur still alive and wiv us!!!! but i bet that was a kick in the head...... 8(
im just massively tweaking - 2 days to go till detox is open so i want 2 make the most of being on the tweak
i did hav a nice 3 hr sleep this morning 4 the first timre in enuff days its getting confusing and so i feel strangely tired
im also fairly pissed and stoned and sumthing crazy keeps happening 2 my vision where evrything looks kinda shiny and see-through =D its COOL
mmm i shud stop reading this thread i always wanna do more :o
 
I probably overreacted. It was a state of near total anasthesia and I thought I had died. I probably was not in too much danger physical danger. There probably was not enough ether to kill.

The trip is going good now and the ether has worn off.

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As terrifying as that was, I am already wanting to do the ether again. The thought is kind of scary. If what I saw was real then it might piss off the gods. Not something I want to do. It felt and seemed real but was probably just delusional thoughts.

I will make sure that I don't pass out with the rag on my face if I do it again.

I went out to get my glasses that I had left out there about an hour ago. As I walked closer to the shed where I did the ether I was filled with dread. Afraid that I would see my dead body on the floor and my puinishment would begin again. I knew it was illogical but I could not help it. I was relieved when I got there and found no body inside.
 
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ahhhh... you answered my question :)


...personally I am still watching everything around this room take on beautiful watery wavy patterns... I can see it... and feel it... wave after wave after wave... :)
 
I'm nicely stoned and feeling fine off a line of some H.

I should have posted last night or written something down...between the H and weed I was delusional or something. I kept thinking one of the boards on Bluelight was on fire, so I kept going to the main screen to find which one was burning and put it out. It was weird.


Sounds like a crazy trip TD. Did the ether give you a headache afterwards at all?
 
Trying to finish off a ball of white before going back to college... it's going quite nicely with a coupla bong rips here and there and 1.5mg Xanax to take the edge off. So coked up. 'Nother line time.
 
K, that 100mgs of amitriptyline just killed me... am gonna sleep and dream strange dreams. Catch y'all later...
 
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