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pfffff was gonna go 2 sleep today but im too in a getting high mood
my bros mate came round wiv sum coke, then i had alot of weed and for sum reason that made me sleepy (evrything makes me sleepy at the mo) so i smoked anutha cone but laced it with a little bit of meth, but then it felt like a waste cos i just felt high from the weed......so i shoved the rest of it up my nose
now im having sum beers wiv my codeine pills and anti-withdrawal supplements and i just feel......pleasantly high - i cud stay up all nite or go 2 sleep now
 
RyanM said:
dude don't worry about it man geez I just been super busy tweaking sorry about that uhh don't have a lot to say cuz yeah just been busy tweaking. let's just smoke it all. nooo dude flip it . fine just give me the e so I can deal with you. god we aren't ravers we are tweakers don't you get it we don't want to be ravers cuz man we're tweakers and I hate that fake love. see once the e people realize that the love isn't real they come to us and they turn cold and they turn to ice. shadow people will scare any happy raver. we'll break up the lightshow.for the ice show.
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love is real
real is love
love is feeling
feeling loved.

smokin some sour deisel.
 
so im pretty fucked up on some codeine, and i have a private number ringing me. i dont normally answer private numbers, let alone phone calls at 2 in the morning. im feeling generous. i anwer the call. its my brother.

hes in a bit of a dilemma with one of his mates (who turns out to be gay) is trying to feel him up while hes trying to sleep. big bro to the rescue. i hate driving on drugs, let alone this shit. but big bro to the rescue...looks like i get some favours now haha.

peace out everyone.

p.s im high, but fuck i need a few cones to give me that extra fuckedness. maybe some other time. im off the stims for a while, and doing myself proud:)
 
So after abandoning harm reduction strategies of taking all you're going to take in one fell swoop, tonight I tried this little experiment of spreading 2.5 strong MDMA pills out over about 4 hours. Add in the fact that some new found friend cajoled me into trying some *bumps* of ketamine, thereby breaking my one cardinal rule that I would never snort any substance up my nose...that was just the limit. Well, at least I made it 31 years. Oh yea, then there is that sketch pill I bought from some unknown person that seemed like such a good idea at the time.

So anyway, I started at 11:00pm and it's now 9:50am. I'm not sure if I'm high or not. What I do know is that I'm sick to my stomach, sweat is pouring off my head, I'm fighting the urge to grind my teeth, I haven't eaten in thirteen hours nor have I slept in twenty-four. If my current appetite is any indication, there will be no food consumption for a long time to come. There is still plenty of residual mental activity going on, and I've just managed to spill all kinds of inappropriate life secrets to random people on MSN Messenger. Given my current state of fitness, the seven hours of non-stop dancing will most certainly cause some highly unpleasant sensations in the hours and days to come.

And to think that three years ago I was so anti drug that it's a painful retrospection to think about it.

Was it worth the seven hours of bliss? We shall see.
 
Holy shit I love this board so much. Chronicals of narnia is bad ass. Its a analogy for the bible, the guy who wrote it is a preacher did anyone know that? Fucking hell I've never felt this good I gotta go do something or other with some free livin lads down the road. I know a lot of people say this but I really do love all you people for getting together to help each other. Its so fucking beautiful.

goodbye
 
day after day. I'm glad my boss can deal with me and I know that whatever I hear or think isn't what really happened. or happens., there really isn't any secret motives or even conversations those aren't real either. yes they are talking but I hear different. it's all in my head. it's scary how real it becomes. it's real but I can still not say anything. I mean to normal people not tweakers cuz you hear them say these things and sometimes I almost slip and say "what?" but I know they didn't really say that. thankfully I don't deal with non tweakers. only at work but that's okay.

im thankful that the boss knows that when I freak out and tell him "I know what you are 'really' doing" and then I explain it to him. then he explains to me "man stop smoking tweak you need sleep" and he explains what really went on and then I calmdown and we smoke more tweak.

I don't understand why this drug turns you against people like I don't think it should do that it's pretty mean it makes the person end up alone how are they suppose to get tweak if the tweak talks to you bad about the dealer you have a lot of explaining to do to me

my days are tweak. I turned into a walking pipe. seriously,I thought he was kidding about that but dude we're walking pipes. My day can get completely ruined seriously if I don't have a pipe. literally. I get all mad. he's like dude it's just a p and I'm just you know I can't deal with that I feel like part of me is missing. I threw bags back at him cuz "no I want a p. I don't want tweak I want a pipe.you broke my other pipe." lol I wouldn't smoke out of the pipe we had because "you know I don't have a pipe right" that's the only thing I worry about. that's like a funeral to me. it's like my friend died

it's like we have to make up all this stress and we have to make up stuff like just so we have something to do like it's something to do like if a non tweaker was with us they wouldn't last 5 minutes cuz we're always yelling but really we just need something to do we need to make another reality for a hobby.

I miss sleep. he made me turn into him as in like the only time we sleep is when we black out or pass out. like when you just crash. when you get done smoking a g and you end up falling to sleep afterwards. He literally turned me into a icemachine. I wouldn't do nearly as much if I was paying for it. he said "get as much tweak smoke as much as you want for free" "woah liar that would be a dream come true" months later...I get bags handed to me in which I throw back at the person because I didn't have a pipe" that says everything.

my whole point is Static-X - Skinnyman is my theme song until further notice

My little girl
Where are you?
My fucked up world
Destroyed you
Day after day
Day after day
I get it now
I just go on without you
Twisted inside
Six miles high
I rehearse how to
Say goodbye to you

Skinnyman
Turned into a monster
I'm a motherfucker

Wrap it up tight
Emotions are distorted
It's no surprise
Nothing alive
All hope has been aborted
Day after day
Day after day
I get it now
I just go on without you
Twisted inside
Six miles high
I rehearse how to
Say goodbye to you

Skinnyman
Turned into a monster
I'm a motherfucker
Inside i'm dead
All used up
God damn i miss her

As my skin turns yellow
I forget this hell
As the skies are bruised
And the rain comes down
As my face turns pale
Try to deal with these thoughts
At the end of it all
I still miss you
 
I just shot an OC80, ate 4mg klonopin, 40mg valium, took a good amount of immodiumAD, took a couple drammamines, took 100mg benadryl, and some tagamet. I am unbelievably fucked up. I havent dont any opiates for about a month, and strait up did this@! lmao i cant believe i didnt OD.

I feel like jesus' son.
 
Oh wow I soulded like a moron last night. I had 3 really long texts from some girls I had written to just say high. Apperantly I couldnt just say high though. ohhh
 
110mg OC, 6mg Xanax, wearing a couple Clonidine patches, and just finished an 800mcg Fentanyl lollipop. Fucking faaaaaded.
 
buncha 10mg valiums, a few lorcet 10s, my favorite fucking combo. so chilled and relaxed, loving life right now.
 
i should reedit my previous post...i ended up shooting another 80 like 20 minutes later. and it was 100mg of valium, not 40. blahhah.

I did this all with no tolerance...ahahha

i cant believe i didnt die.
 
Holllly shit. Thank god for bronchitis. I'm leaning on Phena-HC and bud. I'm taking a swig right now for you guys.
 
5mg aplrazolam, an OC40 insufflated, 12oz moosehead, 1.5 grams of mid grade. got my first paycheck at my new job and wanted to celebrate..

oh and some benadryl
 
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