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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

almost 420am but I'm already smoking a bowl (or two) of that special icecream. lala music...Be what you wanna be See what you came to see Been what you wanna be I don't like what I see...like the coldest winter chill Heaven beside you...hell within like the coldest winter chill heaven beside you...hell within like the coldest winter will put heaven beside you hell within and you think you have it still heaven inside you
So there's problem in your life,that's fucked up and I'm not blind
I'm just see-through
faded
super jaded
and out of my mind
Do what you wanna do go out and see your truth when I'm down and blue rather be me than you...
 
yes another wise choice I made so many months ago,hey atleast no more adderall,and with a wave of my magic wand (friends suddenly appear). hmm why is it that I always seem to end up with speed and no friends.adderall and nobody.meth nobody.this is even worse. Oh yeah I know.My best friend is on 25,000 bond *throws things* and my other friend before that $10,000 then jumped to $50,000. I should start a donation fund so all the great tweakers can get out. the ones that made a difference.a helping hand. the ones in charge of the make a wish foundation.why won't anyone help them out? wishes do come true. I wished for tweak all the time.Granted.now how is the make a wish foundtation on tweak going to keep running with the owners in jail on 25,000 and 50,000 bond.hmm I can be in charge.yep.With a wave of my magic wand.TWEAK everywhere.for everyone.all the girls.boys.infants. little tweak babies.in a big happy tweak world. hmm what happens when all your wishes come true? Then what>? you get all you wanted and then you realize maybe it's nott what you wanted afterall but maybe it is.I love speed so much.till death do us part.
 
4.2 grams of neurontin+2 poppies+60mg phenobarbital+200mg provigil

I feel almost like I am tripping even though I have not ingested any psychedelics in about a week. High doses of neurontin have always produced some slightly trippy feelings for me but never as much as the last two times. There are also significant visuals, similar to doi visuals. Maybe it is bringing back some of the doi effects somehow.
 
Coming up on high ass dose off adderall. I feel tweaked too the gills lol, Its acctually a pretty good feeling, considering that the last time I took any was half this dose a month ago while on wellbutrin and got horrible side effects.

Im about to go smoke smoke weed called purple haze that I've never treid before Its supposed to be some grade a stuff.

I would vote yes if we could vote on feeling this was all the time, but sadly its only a 4-5 hour drug thats somewhat hard to get around here, or maybe thats a good thing.

got to go, hoorhaa!
 
^ if you only knew. You can try to keep chasing that feeling. I still am. not even 300mg adderall daily was that great any more. the 400mg days no better. 90mg or 300mg it all becomes the same. I have all my doses written down here at bluelight. from the VERY first post of mine couple years ago when I was at 90mg-180mg or something.all the way to the 300mg habit.400mg+

Then all of a sudden boom quit.tweak all the time. luckily I don't have to explain or try to remember my life because it's all wirtten down here. I have no memory really of the past unless I search here and read my life. day by day pill
by pill...crystal shards that stab.
 
over the last few hours i drank three beers, smoked four bowls and had a bunch of kava kava and blue lotus tincture... i think its time to go to sleep, i feel tired but happy :).
 
I've had two 30mg adderall ext. release... tonight... homework style :D
except I'm not doing my homework....

gotta love the shakes and the sweaty handprints on the keyboard :D
*dances*
 
RyanM said:
^ if you only knew. You can try to keep chasing that feeling. I still am. not even 300mg adderall daily was that great any more. the 400mg days no better. 90mg or 300mg it all becomes the same. I have all my doses written down here at bluelight. from the VERY first post of mine couple years ago when I was at 90mg-180mg or something.all the way to the 300mg habit.400mg+

Then all of a sudden boom quit.tweak all the time. luckily I don't have to explain or try to remember my life because it's all wirtten down here. I have no memory really of the past unless I search here and read my life. day by day pill
by pill...crystal shards that stab.
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Well I ended up having 100mg adderall all in all and a lot of strong weed, ended up working out for an hour. I forgot how fun it was havn't had that feeling in a while. Well I have to go to sleep I have a big test tommorow in psyc that I indended to study for on the amps, but oh well I ended up just bullshiting at the lobby downstairs.


Weed+adderall comedown is awsome Im so tired, hoo ha going to pass out catch you cats later
 
just chugged some of my sizzurp, lortab elixir 7.5mg hydrocodone per 15ml and Ive got 473ml, yay!

sippin on da sizzurp, sip, sip, sip, sippin on da sizzurp
dat lean, clothes smell like green. yah, Im high as fuck.
 
RyanM said:
^ if you only knew. You can try to keep chasing that feeling. I still am. not even 300mg adderall daily was that great any more. the 400mg days no better. 90mg or 300mg it all becomes the same. I have all my doses written down here at bluelight. from the VERY first post of mine couple years ago when I was at 90mg-180mg or something.all the way to the 300mg habit.400mg+

Then all of a sudden boom quit.tweak all the time. luckily I don't have to explain or try to remember my life because it's all wirtten down here. I have no memory really of the past unless I search here and read my life. day by day pill
by pill...crystal shards that stab.
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lol...;)
 
You know those times when you're craving something and you make a few calls and no one answers?

They blow, you close your eyes and imagine how fucking awesome scoring whatever needed to satisfy your craving would be. Ah, you try to stay positive and think it could happen, but that makes you want it more...wait, what's that! Phone ringing, hello! Oh, hmmm, this is going to be tricky, I just came home and it's late, suspicious to go back out? I suppose I could just wait until tomorrow. Oh, you're going to detox? Let's meet up now!

Pain in the ass, to meet up and deliver the cash, but it looks like everythings working...got to just wait for the dope, hope I don't get burned. Anticipation.

Ten more minutes of waiting and then I'll call. Nevermind! He's here now! I'm sure I'm not the only one who gets a huge fucking smile on their face when the substances comes into your grasp. So much energy all of a sudden! :) Burrow! Burrow! You're an animal baby! So frantic with anticipation; must...get...it...in...me!

No more need to close your eyes and imagine that feeling, because it's time to get DOPED UP!
 
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