RyanM
Bluelighter
smoking sum icecream *I mean eating the food icecream* tweaked *I mean not hungry from eating icecream food* peace.
Exercise increases your endorphin levels from memory...which leads to an overall feel-good factor. Definitely not as intense as you can get from drugs, but it's rather nice to feel awesome when you're straight tooCarl Landrover said:Plus, I just feel good from the physical and mental gains from the run. Something about it, I don't know. I mean lifting makes me feel good and pumped up and all, but running makes me feel really good. Sort of like all these drugs I'm on.![]()
RyanM said:^ if you only knew. You can try to keep chasing that feeling. I still am. not even 300mg adderall daily was that great any more. the 400mg days no better. 90mg or 300mg it all becomes the same. I have all my doses written down here at bluelight. from the VERY first post of mine couple years ago when I was at 90mg-180mg or something.all the way to the 300mg habit.400mg+
Then all of a sudden boom quit.tweak all the time. luckily I don't have to explain or try to remember my life because it's all wirtten down here. I have no memory really of the past unless I search here and read my life. day by day pill
by pill...crystal shards that stab.