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you're sooooo high right now and want to share? post here

Stoned, bout to be rollin, and got a gram of coke at the ready. I was expecting to get 2 tabs and some tweak with my coke, but what I got is fine. I got all my rolling supplies ready for this ride!:D
 
I haven't felt shit from this roll so far, I'm pissed. I guess it b time for me to cut some lines, cuz this pill is no good. What a letdown, I bought that tab from a trusted friend who said it was pretty strong. He even warned me to only take one tab, and it seems to have not done shit. :/
 
almost 3am please tweak let me sleep for real. give me rest,surely I will not forget you in the blackness of sleep it's the only peace I get shut my mind down please when I wake you will be the first and only thought like always give me up just for a little bit i'll be back but let me sleep. *sigh* most of all I miss my mind I didn't understand the whole "it will change you you'll never be the same as it makes changes in your brain for good" *sigh* too late now.

I should take sleeping pills but then what if someone calls,I dont want to miss it,but I should be at peace,relaxed cuz I have tweak for tomorrow,still have 2 e,grr mind torture.

the price you pay to have no problems or emotions but it seems good at the time tillll you start missing life

I though can not just stop everything,find something else,start over,repair,no I don't reallly want to,just not yet,I don't know,it's basically impossible to rebuild but ever so easy but my life drain slowly out from 16 to 18 it's basically done with I already made my choice long ago. if only there was a little magic wand to make things all new better but there's not in real life andd I already lost any sort of reality.

hmm I don't know where I was going with this or why I even started it cuz yeah I have no idea how to end it I didn't think of that so basically just erase it was jibberish random thoughts because yeah I'm lost now I lost my point and now I'm just completely not even in the same building with the track I was on before.

okay carry on I'm better now back to normal I can't hold conversations or subjects I see.

back to the main one.tweak. and all there is to say about that is I have more for tomorrow. and they lived happily ever after.the end.
 
*edit* I just two sleeping pills,what a rebel,woo look at that I did what I wanted,woo *stood up to meth* things will be better tomorrow as I for once fixed myself. I'm going to go lay down right now because if I dont I will all be up then they will start kicking in and thennn I won't want to go to bed and then the worse happens when you take sleeping pills and stay up and then be all drowsy weird then to fix that you do more and that's the worst woah I won't go over to that side I dread that the worst of all even thinking about it okay time is ticking *lays down* I just saved my life. but I think this is all false salvation coming from me.cuz my hidden agenda as it's obvious I only took them so I can wake up and then tweak feels better when you are rested grr I knew this from the start...*lost what I was going to say next*

what did I just end up doing? I don't know how I was going to explain so point blank what did I just do? argh I can't remember what I was going to say. maybe I was tricking myself into tricking myself that I didn't really have the true reason for taking them then got lost in my little web of false salvation that I tried to trick into real but then I got lost and gave the real reason and I then had no where to go and I forgot my whole reason why I tried this.

so confusing.*lays down*
 
yippie i slept like 10 or 11 hours and it's 11pm one of these days I'm going to figure out how to do a lot of tweak everyday and still sleep every night

it's going to be a challenge. but I still have tweak for tomorrow. *pats himself on the back* *keep up the good work*
 
okay I still didn't figure out how to tweak 24 7 but still sleep at night so yeah it's 8am and I kinda skipped sleep again but that's the least of my worries right now,

I think I am officially blowing out pieces of nose tissue or skin or whatever it's called seriously it's weird there's blood and stuff every time I blow my nose and I don't know. oh my poor health but smoking doesn't get me high well it does but I've been snorting for like a couple days and already there is blood and probably pieces of my nose. grr

*sigh* I hope it heals somehow because I still am going to snort and smoke but I don't know why I'm having trouble because I do snort water every time before I snort my meth

I didn't have these kind of problems with adderall no sir but I switched to tweak only like uh okay I guess it's kind of been a while I'm thinking like 5 months or so but already having health problems

okay well yeah that doesn't make sense I don't have health I kinda lost that with my 2ish year adderall recreationally addicted habit which lead me to tweak which brings me to my current problem that I already forgot about. how great.as you can see I can't really communicate,hold coversations,stay on subject. My mind completely froze to ice. and I didn't even feel it freezing.

weird I think I need brain surgery because my mind only knows tweak,everything has to be about it,then I hold conversations and pay attention

so yeah what to do what to do how about play russian roulette with a real bullet yippie!
 
i'm totally fucked up. tonight i realised how trippy my surroundings are, and finally let loose and almost relaxed. gotta relax more, relax man shit.
sweet-az fuck Long Is Ice Tea, wtf is that.
at least my friend's having fun,
peace everyone.
 
2 10mg valium,
3 shots vodka
just finished rolling a joint. im going to go smoke this and then take a couple more shots and go to bed.
i love you bluelighters,
peace.
 
anyone here know where i could get some soul headphones?
you see, my physical ears cant here the music. thats where my problem is. i need headphones that can reach ME, my soul. since i cant hear right now.
 
That roll from last time was total shit, didnt do anything.
Smokin some weed and opium right now, Fuckin amazing! Opium is what I've been missing, I've been wanting to try this stuff forever!
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Ryan, your posts are intense man...bit frightening.


I'm pretty high after trying to go to bed at 8pm and sort of getting some sleep until about 2:30. Been taking a few rips of some bud every now and then since. Hey it's 4:20am what do ya know?
 
Sooo freakin high. I was dancing my ass off at a jungle club, having a few drinks then realized it was 1 in the morning and i have work i should be at at 8am (been going in late a lot), so i came back home and smoked a bowl and coughed like hell (haven't done that in a while) and now i am really damn high
 
Like 20mg Oxy and some beers, even though I have no tolerance to opiates whatsoever I can bearly feel the oxy. Wish I could afford more of it, actually I wish I could get some H. But no one sells it in FL, but if you want coke thats another story. To bad too coke is such a nasty drug, I just wish it wasnt so good.
 
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